Bye Bye
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone


Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Today, during math, some guys fought in the guys toilet. So Mrs Tay went out to stop th fight. That really woke the whole class up. LOL. :/

Oh, and I completed 4 questions in history class! Yay me! Haha! Great achievement. :D

Went to canteen for lunch. Suddenly, Michelle said she felt like eating ice cream. And I think Natasha said she felt like eating ice cream too. Sooo, we grabbed our wallets + handphones and ran out of school. Like fools! LOL.

MeHh and I bought paddle pop. Mich + Nat bought some other green ice cream. Haha. And mich was really rude. She was laughing at my ice cream from the very beginning! >=3 HAHAHA. KIDDING! She just found it very amusing. Lolol. -,-

Reached school at ard 340, got changed, slacked abit then had GOH.

It was quite alright. Jokes here and there. But it got quite sian-ed towards the end. :/
A few of us saw a heart shaped cloud! The sky was really awesome just now. With all the light rays shining out. :D


Oh. My dad told me that there was some news about a dangerous virus that is gna be released onto the internet tmr. O: Idk if it's some april fool's joke or not. But I still don't think I'm gna use the com. Haha. (Can have more work done too.). :/

April's here! Noooo! Time's passing really fast, too fast.

Signed off @10:58 PM.

Saturday, March 28, 2009
GOH in the morning at 8. Kinda okay. Had roll call. Then went for DnT. While the rest had admin stuff to do? Like vote for the enrolment awards. :/

After DnT went back for GB. They were rehearsing for the indoor segment. Then it was outdoor, indoor and outdoor again. The sec 4s left after the 2nd outdoor practice.

Got changed and took a bus to GBHQ. We were all like, mugging in the bus. Heh. Went to the coffee shop beside HQ. And the fishball noodle uncle took very long to serve us (mich, meHh, nat and i) luh! It was like alr 120 then our bowls of noodles came. Chionged it down our throats in 5 minutes and went over to register.

Studied somemore. And the test finally started. 1 hour long. I was super sleepy and almost slept. Pinched myself awake.
Anw, it was quite okay. But 75% to pass! :/ It's like, getting an A1 for a C6 grade.

But it's over alr. Soo, yep. Took MRT with meHh, mich and chew. Michelle was crazzzyyyy. We're really tall people with big feet, yea? :D Haha. Oh, Dad called to tell me that I gta go church straight after that. Cant go home first. Lol. Cos if not he'll be late. :/ damn tired luh. No music somemore cos I thought I'd be going home after the test.

Service was quite good. Bible study after that. Lots of food once again. Haha! So no dinner for me. :D

Oh. As most of you should know. The Earth Hour thingy.
I reached home at like, 9pm? Then bathed in the dark. Haha. Awesome. But I almost slept while bathing. LOL. :/ Ate fruits till 930 then used com.

Kkk, off to sleeeeeeep. (:


justthatoneortwosentences,couldhurtpeoplemorethanyoueverknow.
youjusthurtafew,in2days.canyouwakeupalready?

Signed off @11:36 PM.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Do that thing you do.
Yesterday was the first day of a new term.

Went to sch early for council investiture dry run. Was kinda alright? Except the dancing part. Quite screwed. So we decided to stay back after chinese remedial to practice somemore. Mrs Goh said it was not bad. She said Krystopher, YiJing, Jixin, Chastina, Rayson and I can dance naturally. Shocked. I can dance?! LOL. I thought it's just follow the steps kinda thing. Anw, really hope we don't screw it up on Thursday. :/

Today was normal. GOH after school. Quite weird and slack. Very joke too. Thanks to the BB guys. Hahaha! They like have alot of songs to sing uh and everything also can make fun of. But at least it livens things up. :D

okay short and crappy post. just thought i should update. :D

Signed off @10:37 PM.

Sunday, March 22, 2009
GOH today was confusing. Lol. They want us to turn on the march without banging. Hahahaha. Super not used to it. :/

Anw, the 2 hours passed really fast.

Waited for the guys and headed to J8. Stoned in the middle of no where.(as always :/ ) Thinking of where to go and persuading Michelle to join us. She did in the end. :D
So it was meHh, michelle, louis, natchua, yongen, kp and me.

Decided to go to bugis. Buttttt? There were no early time slots. Soooo, went back to Plaza Sing.. It was actually $10 for one ticket. But I had 2 free movie tickets and Louis has this $7.50 for 5 tickets card thing, so all 7 of us ended up paying only $5.40. Pro or what. :D

Went to Carrefour to get drinks. I din know that you can actually open the bottle and drink first before paying! Awesome.

Rushed back up to the cinema and took our seats at the 2nd row from the front. -,- How nice. Strained necks. It was really difficult at first.
We watched 'Race to Witch Mountain'. I had no clue, at first, what this whole movie was all about. It's quite cool actually. Lol. Imagine aliens that look just like ordinary people.

After the movie, went to the toilet and changed. The guys bought some food while meHh and I sent Mich to the MRT. KarPak went off to the other direction. So it was left with the 5 of us. And somehow Yong En's toe was bleeding. Seela, wear slippers. Lols. All the blood, ugh. :/


Yep. So he, too, went off and the remaining 4 of us went to church. Was a lil late though. Sound system a lil screwed? :/

Dinner-ed after service at kopitiam. Nat went off first cos he had a dinner appointment. Lol. :O Sent Louis and MeHh to opp. the MRT then went back to th audi to wait for dad to drive me home. Heh. Should have just went off first with the both of them.

Really tired now. Idk why I'm still blogging. :/

Signed off @12:28 AM.

Friday, March 20, 2009
BEING IN A CONVO WITH THE RIGHT PEOPLE ARE OUTRAGEOUSLY FUN.

ESPECIALLY WHEN ONE CAN DRAW SUPER FUNNY + CUTE PICTURES. :DD

louis + meHh + grey = AWESOME.

Louis is SUPER NOOB. He died 5 times. The 3rd time with a (EMUDB) on his back. HAHAHAHAHA.

And meHh, YOU ROCK! Awesome job. KEEP IT UP. LOL.

Go to meHh's blog for more. :D

Signed off @8:22 PM.

GOH training today.
It was alright I guess. Quite fun. Lol. It's been long since we have this kinda free and easy drill practices. :D
We even played Chop Chilli Chop. But they din wna play Duck Duck Goose. HAHAHA.

Anw we did the formation and stuff. And thanks to YanFen, I became the timer for today. At least it's just for today. The contingent's biG. :D

2 hours passed quickly. And we went to J8 to have our lunch. Ate Macs' breakfast. It's been long. :/

Headed over to NTUC cos nat, meHh and i were talking bout chips. Sooo, yeah. Some of us got some sweets and chocs for the girls.

Went back to school, changed into mufti and went to some place near meHh's house for bowling! It was okay on the whole. We started off reallyyy enthu. Cheering on for every girl. Clapping and encouraging each other even though it's just one pin that got knocked down. But after awhile, the enthu-ness died down. Haha. All tired out. We still did encourage and clap though, only softer. Lol. Anw, we played 2 games. I aimed to get at least 100 for one game. But didn't. First game got 91, second game was 87. :/
OHOH. The first time I bowled today was a strike! Whoooo! :D
The total score for our squad was 388 and 406. We improved! But of course, we didn't bowl all the way. Mrs Low is really good at bowling! Ms Png too. Not bad not bad. :D

After 2 games, we headed back to school. Except for meHh and JieYing. Their house were near the bowling place. Ms Foo then gave us notes on what to study for PBB's Brigade Knowledge test. :/
Went home with Kelly. A sec 1 girl who is in the same class as my younger bro. Cos his drama group was having meeting at our place. Soo, yeah. (:


There's GOH tmr again. At 10.30am! So late luh. :/ Actually I prefer to drill at 7am. It's damn shiok. :D No sun, cool morning, fresh air...etc. :D

Watching movie tmr. Yayy! :D

Signed off @5:57 PM.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Chinese Mock exam yesterday. It just felt like a class test. :/
Anw, went through the paper while mrs lim chased the other classes for lunch. Lol. So we ended ard 1.30? Went home after that.
Went to cut hair and had dinner. The chicken rice place again. -,- 2nd time going there. My parent's + younger bro's 3rd time! Damn siao. All in less than 1 month.

Back to school for DnT today. Quite happy cos we finally chose our design projects. Hopefully it'll be successful. But first, I gta catch up on my work. :/

There's DnT tmr again. Research timeeee!
And Ms Foo just sent us an email regarding the Brigade Knowledge test. Hopefully all of us can pass it! If not we can forget bout going for PBB.


p.s i dont like my fringe! so short! argh. :/

thinkwhateveryouwant.butthetruthisout.

Signed off @9:01 PM.

Monday, March 16, 2009
Council investiture rehearsal today. First part was quite slack. We practiced the march in and the dance. Managed to learn all the dance moves. Homed at 6+. Quite a long day. Esp since all those stuff that happened.

Chinese mock exams tmr. I told my parents I'm going to school for chinese lessons. Shucks. :/

Totally crappy post. Bored.


Things are complicated as it is already. What I heard today, made it even more complicated. Whywhywhy.

Signed off @9:10 PM.

Cause every single tear we cry, are diamonds in Your hands
Going out to all fishes out there

Cheer up!!! I'll love all of you no matter what.

Yes, we're all shocked and still upset.

But nothing can change what has

already happened. So let's take it as a

learning experience and remember what

was shared during devotion.

We shall live another day to conquer more battles.

love,
your fellow fish.

Signed off @8:36 PM.

The March holidays are here.
I doubt it'll be much of a holiday.
Even though my class like don't have any remedials, my whole week is taken up.

Chinese mock exams would be on Tuesday. I don't think I'm prepared for it. I don't think I'll ever be prepared for any chinese exam. :/
I'm kinda numb failing chinese already. But it still sucks seeing yourself keep failing chinese.

I hope I can catch up on DnT this hols. It sucks to be lagging behind. Wayyy behind. :/

Oh. I feel like catching a movie or something during this 1 week. Anybody? I've not watched a movie since last year! :(
It's really quite sad. I wna go out and have funnnnn! Yeahyeah. I know people will go like.. "But it's your final year! You should mug all the way!" But, I.. I.... I just wna go out. :D

Can't wait till after Os. When the real fun begins. But it'll also mean we're gna be separated soon. :/ Okay. Not the time to emo now.

peace.

whydontyoubelieveanymore.youmightnotknow,iwantto.buticant.idkwhatswrong.imsorry.

Signed off @12:10 AM.

Sunday, March 15, 2009
OMG MY OLDER BRO JUST GOT ME AN IPOD NANO! it's
green!!

WITH HIS OWN MONEY!

THANK YOU KOR!!!

I LOVE YOU!!! :DDDDDDD

Signed off @5:44 PM.

Saturday, March 14, 2009
Our best is never good enough.
Drill comp stayover on friday. We received our shirts! :D
Placed our stuff in the dance room and had dinner. Was still kinda full from lunch. And, for the first time, we had ice cream after dinner! Couldn't finish it. And since it was kinda melting alr, both tubs were all squishy and stuff. Felicia drank the liquified ice cream. Damn pro, lols.

After dinner we went to the MPR for devo. Pastor Stanely showed us a clip from Drumline. He changed it to 'One Bang, One Sound'. Lol. Then they showed us a video which Ms Tan made for us. Some of us were quite touched by it. Ms Foo shared after that. Cried even more. Why am I so emotional. :/
Drilled for a lil while after that. Then bathed. It was only 9+. The sec 4s din bathe. Lol. Too lazy. The water was chalky too! Eww.

Could see alot of us sms-ing away. Heh. Anw, discussed some stuff then slept. Quite hard to sleep though. Kept waking up. :/

Woke up at 6+. Cos a few of them were awake and talking alr. :/ But we got up and changed at ard 7. Put on contacts. But took damn long luh. Maybe cos it's too big. Lol! And Chew's contacts suddenly disappeared. Quite weird. Her eyes were super red but she said it wasn't pain.

The sec 4s, except Ke Hui, and Jaselyn reported late cos of the contacts thing that was happening in the toilet. Heh. Sorry girls. :/

Went for breakfast. Had noodles again. I rmb we had noodles 2 years ago before the competition too! We brought our bags down to the detention room and went to the dance room to get changed. After we were done, we had some apple crumble. My mum brought it to school for us to eat. Lol. I think she's in the apple crumble mood now.
Anw, went up the bus, kneeled on the seats again. Waved goodbye and off we went to Nee Soon Camp.

That familiar guard post and buildings. We could still remember where we had inspection and stuff. Oh. We waited quite long for inspection. Was super hot luh, at the place where we were waiting. At least there was shade.

After inspection, the shine in our boots were GONE. :(

So it's like one ugly patch of rough black thing at the toes part. :/

Yeah so the officers all left us and we waited for our turn. We were singing songs, trying to calm ourselves down. Finally, our turn on the parade square. I think we did quite okay. Except for the fancy drill V shape part. We did our silent drill too fast. Other than that, I guess it was alright. The impromptu was also rather okay.

We then waited for the remaining coys. It started to rain and there was chaos. But they continued in the hall. And it was time for the results.

It was quite unexpected. At least we didn't get a grade lower. :/
But still.....


As what meHh said in her message. It was a plessure marching along with you girls. Nothing and nobody could take away the times we had tgt. The joy, the laughter, the tears and the pain. Under the rain, under the sun, and even under the stars, we do our thing and nothing could ever stop us from being who we are. It's fun working with you girls. The super fast hentaks that we do. It's really crazy. But I still love you fishes no matter how fast we swim. <3

I wna thank the many people who wished us luck before the comp. For being there for us and all. And to those who cheered us up after the comp. Sorry to those I din reply. Cos I din know what to say. :/
For those who messaged all of us :

Thank you meHh for that encouraging message. Even though I know you also found it hard to accept the results, you could still message us and tried to encourage us. I've never seen you cry this bad before. :/ Cheer up k! Cos I still love you! <3

Thank you Ms Tan for messaging us all. I almost teared when I read your SMS. I'm sorry for letting all the instructors, esp you, down. Cos you're always there for all the drill practices even though we could hear that you're really sick. Sorry for making you angry and frustrated cos we were too playful. And thanks for being there for us too. Even though I'm sure it wasn't the results you wanted. :/ But still, thanks for everything that you had done for us. :D

Thank you Ms Foo for also cheering us up. It's also great to have you as 28th's captain and for always being there for the drill practices. For occasionally dropping by. For organizing that one full day of drill so that the whole contingent could practice together. Thank you for always going the extra mile for the better of the company. :D

Thank you Jaselyn, Big Fish! For always being so strong and staying with us through our ups and downs. Thanks for talking to us and trying to encourage us whenever you can. Not forgetting all your jokes and your laughter! They're the bomb. Srsly. I'll miss your tummy!

and...

Thank you to all the JOs who helped us with our uniform, boots and hair. Even though it's just for inspection, all of you did a really great job! (I bet you all had very little sleep the night before.) For giving us the royal treatment, wiping off our sweat and everything. :D


You girls have all been part of a process in my life. Thank you all.
I'll always love the 28th coy! <3

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Signed off @10:30 PM.

Friday, March 13, 2009
Class retreat was kinda okay.
I think 4 Truth did bond. :DD

And Mrs Tay's very cute! You know the game 'Chop Chilli Chop Chilli Chop Chop Chop'.
She played along and did all of geraint's retarded actions! LOL. Damn funny!

Almost the whole class sang songs on the way back to camp from sentosa. Funfunfun. :D
We were the first class back. So bathed and waited for the rest of the classes to come back to camp. Played games while waiting. :DD

And that night showed me how united 4Truth was.
They screened a horror movie in the MPR. And that wasn't what our class wanted. Most of us anyways. So when we realised it was a horror movie, all of us walked out. Even the guys who wanted to watch it. We walked out twice.

That night was srsly screwed. It was our class' program to have movie marathon but I din even get to watch a full, or even half, a movie. Anw it's over. Let's not talk about it anymore. -,-

Oh, the kick boxing thing. Was quite fun! Heh. And the first part of the aerobics thing.

Other than that, nothing much.

Haven't packed for GB's stayover yet! Arghhh. Not much to pack also. Haha.

Drill comp!
Tmr!
Ahhhhhh!

donsaysuchstuff.itain'ttrueatall.

Signed off @1:49 PM.

Monday, March 09, 2009
Had career day today. First was the talk by the SAJC principal. Then it was the lecturers by Ngee Ann Poly. Lunch, then the high achievers talk. Joined 4peace for that. Not enough man power? Lol.

Ended at ard 4. Then went for drill straight away. Hui Yun was missing for a lil while. But she was actually talking to the coaches bout her career paths. Lol -,-

Last day of career day tmr. And wed-fri would be class retreat. Wow.

Oh, they just changed the dragon boating thing to kick boxing. On the 2nd day for class retreat. Wtc? And we have no say in it. They just made the $90 even more not worth it.

To all my fellow GB drill comp mates :
We have worked hard since last year. Let's not have our efforts go to waste. Let's go onto that parade square and leave it without any regrets. Press on, jiayou! :D :D


i saw that disgusted look on your face just now. what's with it. doesnt mean youre from p.sci, youre better off. so what, c.sci people have a mind too, ya'know.

becauseiknowwecan(:

Signed off @10:06 PM.

Sunday, March 08, 2009
5 loaves and 2 fishes.
Yeah. Totally in love with this song now. No idea why.
It started off with drill practices. When we started singing the song. Then on friday, Pastor Stanely shared this song with the school. And I started looking at it at a new perspective, with a new different meaning.

"So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will, I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small"

Yep, take all our 5 loaves and 2 fishes. That's all we have, and I hope it's not too small. Please help us through this critical time. I pray for those who are sick. Please heal them. It's not worth getting sick at this point of time. I know we aren't performing our best. But we're trying. I know we are. Hope we'll stop being complacent and will try to improve our mistakes. Help those who are still struggling instead of just complaining. Lord, please help us.


I can't believe drill comp is less than a week away. What we've been training so hard for. Just for that 15 min on the parade square.

Signed off @9:42 AM.

Arghhhh! I'm very leah now. Tired.
Waiting for kor to come back home. Yeah. 1 advantage is that I can use the com. But my eyes can just close now. *sleeps.

Signed off @12:46 AM.

Saturday, March 07, 2009
Drill at 7. After a lil while, it started to rain. So all gathered to pray. Continued to drizzle. So we were like all sitting at the edge there. Finally, it stopped. :D
Poor girls whose boots have holes in them. Their socks were all soaking wet! And it's only the start of the day. :/
Anw, it was kinda okay. Then they asked us to change to full u for roll call. Thennnn, meHh realised she forgot to bring her tie. So mich, chew and i ran down to get th GB room key. Found lots of ties but w/o any badge on it. Freaked out. Both of them went to find Ms Foo. So th whole company fell in late. :/

Had combined devo with BB. The message was kinda interesting. "What's in a name?"
Esau, Isaac, Leah, Sarah...etc. Haha!

Drilled after that. All the way till roll call. Totally screwed fancy drill twice. And it's only 1 week away from the competition. whywhywhywhywhy!

After we were done, changed out and went to J8 for lunchhhhhhh! Omg. We were super hungry! I was hungry since ard 8. Lol. :/ And since it was super hot too, we ate dessert first! HAHA. But we were all still hungry. So bought proper lunch. :D

Then homed and churched. :D

No studying for the next whole week. Career days on monday and tuesday. And wed-fri will be class retreat/camp. Really really hope it'll be fun.

1 MORE WEEK.

iknowwecandoit. letstryourbest.

Signed off @10:15 PM.

Friday, March 06, 2009
Today. 2.4km and drill.

Drill was sdvnefuobenoivlsdkvnidaf.
They got some new thing. That whenever the commander gives the command on wrong leg, or gives wrong command, we gta continue marching. It's freaking hard luh. So many things to think at one time. @__@ Somemore today was freaking hot.

Thank God we don't have to report in full u at 7 tmr. :D

But I know we can do it. If we really put all heart into it. I'm sure all of us won't want our months-long efforts to be wasted. Press on girls. Be strong. <3

'nuff said.

justspeakyourmind.

Signed off @10:21 PM.

Thursday, March 05, 2009
I want to catch up on DnT! Arghhh. Sucks to be lagging behind and constantly trying to catch up. Chemistry too! Failed super super super terribly on the most recent class test. It was about salts I think. And I didn't even know that chemical analysis and salts were 2 different topics. I thought Ms Aliah was teaching the same thing. :/
I don't want to fail another chem test. I din know how just 1 remedial could make such a big difference.

Anyways, school's been fine. Kinda hectic. Gna run 2.4 tmr. Ms Alsagoff's taking us for PE. :O
Oh, and I can only most prolly collect C on tuesday! Argh! Damn late alr luh. Sian. Should have went earlier. Still got class retreat! Don't think I'd be bringing it for "camp".

Class retreat.

It's so.. .....

Aye nevermind. I shall keep my comments to myself. I just find it so annoying, the miscommunication and all. -,-

Drill tmr! Hopefully it doesn't rain. Please don't let it rain! We only have 1 week left!

you make it seem as if we're at fault. but the problem does not lie with us. it's you people who dont want to agree on these issues.

weneedtohavecommunication.

Signed off @11:01 PM.

Sunday, March 01, 2009
Went to Aston's for lunch today. Nothing much.
Sunday's are usually quite boring.

Did a lil work then rot in front of the com. Lols.

Anyways,

IT'S just 2 MORE WEEKS.
2 more weeks to the big day. 2 more weeks to what we've been training so hard for since last year. 2 more weeks to DRILL COMPETITION '09.

Somehow, I don't want it to come. We're not prepared yet. We're not ready.
But, we can't change reality. Can we?
Let's just hope we'll make these 2 weeks count.
I don't want all our efforts to go to waste.
We shall just try our best and go into the parade square without any regrets yea. :D
Press on girls. I know we can pull it through together. :DD


Class retreat. Hope it'll be fun. Even though I know the $100 won't be worth the money.

And you know what. Louis' mum is damn cool. LOL. He says she plays PSP everytime she gets home from work. And hogs the TV for 5+ hours.
If my parents are like that, I don't think I'd have the willingness to go study cos they aren't doing any work too. Heh. (No offence!:D)

(:
onlytimewilltellifwe'remeanttobetogether

Signed off @6:57 PM.


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