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Sunday, August 26, 2007
21st August

lesson was as per normal.. music, science, eng.. eng went to com lab to do some worksheet on some games thing.. dunno la.. den second lesson of eng mel told me.. 'ehh.. today's jk birthday leh..' or sth liddat.. den i was like.. wth??! now den say.. T_T one more lesson until end sch liao.. anw.. we sang during the last lesson, math.. everyone went high and started screaming when the girls finished singing the song.. mr lim scolded.. spoiled the mood la.. was planning to sing again at the end of his lesson but mood spoiled liao.. =( neways.. after sch went to macs cos char needed to eat her lunch.. oo we found a table ! sat down.. noticed a lady beside our table keep smiling at me.. out of poilteness i smiled back.. thinkin maybe its someone that knows me but i dunno her?? who cares.. anw after mel and char bought their stuff and returned back to the table, that lady covered a lil of her nose and started digging it?? sicko.. after she was contented, she rested fer awhile and started talkin to us.. we were like.. ...?? huh?? wad talkin you?? speak so soft.. so were just went hmm.. ahh.. orhh.. ya.. no la.. yeahh.. lols.. quite irritating.. at least leave us alone la.. there was once she stopped, ran out of questions i suppose, after about 30 sec, started babbling away again.. zz.. so after char finished her burger we straight away went off.. zZ.. bad experience..


23rd August

gab's birthday !! sang durin pe .. sang durin eng.. mrs lee started scolding us for singing his birthday song without permission.. zz.. did we sing durin cme?? i forgot.. =\ hahha.

25th August

kor's birthday!! guess wad happened.. ... at ard 11.50pm, i was quite tired so i went to bed but din sleep yet.. typed a msg to kor, type his hp no all ready alr.. even my finger on the send button.. but the phone is.. ... insane.. cant quit the message page to go to the main page to see th time.. so i estimated about 10 min.. waited and waited and waited.. and since i was tired.. yep.. i fell asleep.. zz.. next morning woke up.. crap! din send ! so quickly sent it to him.. ^^" sorryy!! youths in church gave him a slice of cake and sang him a song!! whee~~


in my opinion.. august is a guys month.. XD
jan : guy + gals
feb : gals
march : guy + gals
april : gals
may : guy + gals.. but more gals den guys..
june : guy + gals but more guys..
july : more gals den guys
aug : guys
sept : more gals den guys
oct : guys + gals
nov : guys
dec : more guys den gals..

wahhahahahs. but thats my feeling about diff month babies.. =X no offence to those born in the 'guys month' but are gals .. or vice versa.. its just wad i think only.. some im not even sure.. XD
OHH!!

25th August

some of us got promoted to coporal!! whoo!! happyy mann.. now got 2 stripes alr.. den play play.. hahahha.. but as the saying goes : Its not the rank you wear. But the respect you earn.
yep!! true true.. don wry mel.. u'll get promoted soon yea!! about 4 more months!! you skip lcpl jump to cpl.. more pro den us wor ! ^^
ohya.. one funny incident..
reached sch at 2.30 (reporting time..) nobody there.. only hy, seok yin and huiling.. huiling thought we were supposed to meet at pres. high.. where the ceremony will be held.. she wasnt sure so i think aunty rani called ms tay up.. and ms tay said we were suppoded to report at pres high.. - -" wtc la.. den chrystal came.. lucky huiling's mum was there and she could drive us there.. if not, we'll be latee.. T_T heh.. reached there.. nobody there yet.. lols..

congrats all who made it from lcpl to cpl ! congrtas to all who made it from cpl to sergeant ! congrats all who made it from sgt to ssgt ! and congrats all who got the PBB award! its a hard award to get i know but the 3 of you got it ! cheryl, jacq, vanessa. congrats!!

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Sunday, August 19, 2007
lets forget all ab0ut the previous post. :D



we're gna have an outreach on dec ! yay !



just wna upload some pics which are long overdue.. lazy.. no time.. no mood.. but since im free now, here are the pics ! :







our first cip



rawr(:



cheese~



say konika~


o_O

fun, laughter, peace & joy



&& it all started in this room



bang


jumping


jumped



imitating the cartoon guy *points at the green wall


supergirl?


hey yo!
punchx
london bridge is falling down
it was quite late alr and we decided to head home


and started declaring our love to each other the pole



emo.. not !

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hey look! *points*







i like this pic! thanks to mel!

when are u gna to continue our cip?? its so much fun! cip?? fun?? i must be kiddin.. not.. not when u join us for cip.. just the 4 of us.. =) still got more.. but i cant save the pics from hui yun's blog..

please oh please dont tell me its week 9 this mon.. ><" -commanding

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Friday, August 17, 2007
totally screwed. dunno how to tell parents bout results.
what's the point of having tuition after tuition every week when i'm not passing that subject? they keep telling me that i've got to show them that i can cope with the subject myself then i can quit tuition. but if i have tuition and i cant cope, how am i gna cope it all by myself? having tuition is just a total waste of money and time. i've kinda given up on that subject long time ago but am just persevering on so that i can quickly finish my studies and be done with. i totally hate studying. what's the use of studying when u still fail? what's the point if u keep on practicing math every night with someone good but still end up failing it? i tell u.. it sucks. it sucks to let that person down. it sucks to deprove so much. it sucks when everyone is improving and me, deproving. it sucks when, especially now, is going to be at the end of the year exams and streaming where it determines what u re going to do when u grow up. it sucks. first two papers that i get back? fail, fail. held back my tears and tell myself that i can do it. but in actual fact.. im telling myself how sucky i am.. how useless i am.. how.. disappointing i am.. im just a useless freak. even though i might be chatting with people online now.. seeming cheerful and all.. actually im not. im totally not feeling ok. im totally not feeling cheerful. life sucks. please don ask me bout my results anymore. i don feel like breaking down in front of people.




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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
so
common tests are over ! yayy! fast right? 3 days only.. (: 1 day = 2 papers. quite okay ..

1st day 1st paper was math.. kinda screwed up.. =\ nutz.. kinda had high hopes for that subject but it was all crashed.. =( 2nd paper was history.. don really know how to do the section b .. fill in the blanks ..


2nd day 1st paper was english.. quite okay.. but i wrote damn little.. only 1 page while mel wrote 2 pages??! T_T heck.. its all over alr..2nd paper : geog ^^ i think its one of the easier papers on the whole which is quite suprising since i dislike geog so much probably cos of the previous teacher.. but now ms foo makes it so much more interesting(:

3rd day 1st paper was science.. it was quite okay other than i din bring my calculator ! how careless can i get??! it was right in front of my pencil box on the table but *poof* din bring it.. bro helped me aloT for science calculations. he helped me almost the whole night .. enduring all my dunno-how-to-do-after-spending-so-much-time-explaining-to-me nonsense i really appreciate his endurance !! thanks kor!! =D u really helped alot! see i still can rmb the formulas.. power = volt x current volt = current x resistance energy = power x time !! ahahhaha.

after exams.. mel, char, lj, alicia, joyce, sandy, shu ying, shermaine, cherilyn, kristy and i went to j8 to watch rush hour 3 !! omgosh.. its damn funnY cann ! u all should watch it! i don mind watching again.. but it wont be tht funny anymore.. XD after watchin movie.. went to the playgroup there.. some of the girls played catching and pepsi cola.. lols.. ohya and xuewen's bro came??! wth.. ohh.. i forgot to mention that xp and xw came and joined us later cos they went home to bathe first.. i think xw's bro is damn rude and irritating.. he for no reason just appeared at the playground and started shouting and playing with us.. attracting attention? ok nvm.. after that went home and started using com.. ^^ yayy.. no more studyin till maybe next week? i hope so.. hope parents wont start nagging at me so soon.. really dislike them(the naggings) .. tuition and guitar class tmr ! hooray! (: && sat's coming ! =D

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Friday, August 10, 2007
Pan pacific hotel is where i slept last night. :D my family and i went there to catch the national day parade and the fireworks ! but we went to church earlier in the morning to pray for the nation(: after that, mum and i quickly went off to pick uncle and younger bro up to go to the hotel~ nice room.. and most of all.. NICE VIEW! we could see the platform from our balcony! sadly.. no pics.. i think. =x our room was on the 31st floor. as u know.. when ure going down.. u got to clear 31 stories.. i timed how long we got down.. 1 min ++ hahahha. din get a chance to time when the lift doesnt stop. xD neways.. the parade started, quicky switched channels and constantly walkin in and out of the balcony .. picking the better view.. tv or the floating platform itself . older bro slept somewhere after the president finished inspecting the contingents.. he was just lyin on the bed.. prolly waiting for the advertisments to end and *poof* he entered into lalaland. woke him up when the fireworks were gna start.. even though i think fireworks are the same every year.. this year was sth different.. 'cos the fireworks were right in front of us ! very close! ohya.. the jets also.. first part got 3 jets fly first right.. we were so amazed cos the direction they were flyin towards the top of the hotel! but they gave all of us a shock.. poor lil cuzzie.. it then followed by 5 jets.. damn kewl..
after the whole parade ended, parents all went out to eat.. me, bros, lil cuzzie and her dad stayed back.. both bros bath alr.. so my turn! bathebathebathe.. tried to bathe faster cos can watch tv.. den, came out.. happy happy all fresh.. cuzzie started to cry.. went to the other room to see wad happened.. nth much.. then, the bed caught my eye.. its king sized u see.. so me and bros supposed to share the bed cos got no space.. no one shall start thinking dirty.. so i saw my younger bro at the far right and older bro on the far left.. *wth? den how am i gna sleep??! im definitely not gna sleep in the middle..* anw.. continued watching tv den parents came back.. mum helped me push younger bro to the 'middle' wtc la.. he cannot move one lor.. mum could only push him until i just have enough space to lie.. cannot turn or whatsoever.. den he turn to my side.. i push him, kick him.. work little bit.. lols. ><"

sian common test coming alr.. now everyday also do math.. T_T but quite ok la.. heh.. ^^"


one funny convo :

friend : u gna watch the national day parade?
me : nope. heh. din get tickets.. u?
friend : nope. no tickets too.
me : haha.. but my family's going to hotel
friend : ooh. what's the occasion?

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Wednesday, August 08, 2007
I'M AN A+ ! && u are??
wore red and white to school this morning.. had assembly den went to homeroom to design the banner ! we drew our idea and it was quite cute ! should have taken a photo of it.. =\ neways.. we didnt have enough brushes (only had 4 or 5 .. thanks to mel!) so we had to use our hands.. in the end.. e white part of the flag had some red, blue, green, purple stripes.. =x at the end.. we were all rushing.. hands getting colourful.. clothes getting painted.. and banner became screwed.. hah. after banner making.. we went to our common tests homeroom .. by the time mrs tham managed to arrange us properly.. the whole school was in the hall enjoying aircon watching a skit? (or did it just start as we ewre going in? i dno =\) so we quickly went in and sat down.. after the skit they showed us the talking cock in parliment vid by hossan leong.. haha veh funny la! though i watched it several times alr.. xD after that char and i went to find mr bjorn lim to pass him my photocopy of passport to him.. met mel, lj they all and char followed them to j8 while i waited for mum.. she came.. went home to wait for younger bro to come back from his school and den went off to the mrt station to take train to raffles hospital.. no we're not visiting anybody..
nurse called out my name.. nervously went into the room with mum and bro .. the doctor then place my arm such that my elbow was on a pile of.. plastic bags? i dno.. yea.. den i began to panic.. 'i thought is take from fingertip one?' i asked 'no la.. is take from her one..' he replied pointing to my elbow.. (as in.. the other side of my elbow.. xD) yupp. as u all should have guessed by now.. i went there for a blood test! wahahhaha. need to know my blood group for nz trip! x) dad told me that the nurse/doctor would take blood from fingertip but in the end he was wrong.. sighh.. neways.. the doctor was so called.. rubbing my skin.. he was trying to find my vein.. haha! in the end he led us out of the room and said.. 'no vein one.. haha..' - -" say i no vein.. lol.. anw.. waited again.. this time a nurse called me into her room.. took about 5 min to find my vein and about another 2-3 min making sure that it was my vein.. whaa.. make me so scared la.. its like.. she take the needle.. going to poke alr den put down.. rub rub rub.. take needle again.. goin to poke den put down .. straightaway reminded me of mr chua caning.. always like wna cane but nvr cane.. haha.. until ard the 3rd time den he'll cane.. but not this nurse! she took the needle like about 5-6 times.. T_T as she poked the needle in.. i could feel the pain.. den when she was drawing bloog out.. couldnt feel no pain at all! den she said.. 'take a deep breath' but before i could.. i felt the sharp pain of the needle coming out.. ><" yikes..
while waiting for results.. we went to eat lunch at bugis junction.. bought clothes and before we knew it.. the test was done.. so we went back to collect the results and found out that im an A+ ! ahahhaha. same as my mum.. ^^" ohoh.. && just realised its same as mel too !

kkz.. tmr going church for prayer meeting.. at 7+! so early can.. T_T den after that going hotel to study.. can you beat that??! but in the afternoon only ba.. den watch ndp parade there and stay for one night.. zZ.. well~ at least get to stay in hotel~ i love staying in hotels!

sadly we cant enjoy the 4 day holiday cos our common tests are coming up right after the holiday! math and history paper on monday.. great..

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Friday, August 03, 2007
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like seriously fun! after chapel, mel hy and i went to eat lunch.. sy went off for some ne ambassadors meeting.. so we went to borrow mr chong's room key and we went to put flour in the balloons and start to blow them! actually it was quite a tideous job.. thought of using straws to put the flour in.. so sy and i ran to the canteen to get 3 straws.. ran all the way back up and it really worked! we were so tensed up till we were late for roll call.. once in my life.. bleah! neways.. had devotion and rev goh started speaking.. as he started.. my eyes just started to close to.. almost couldnt manage to open them up but thank god he said he was ending.. hahh.. bad example huhh.. after that was badgework.. played an animal concentration game.. den had
a survey.. after that we went off to blow somemore balloons.. scared that there wasnt enough..
so when the groups came to our station.. things started to get messed up.. pretty screwed.. hy slammed flour on amanda's face which went into her eye.. so she got to wash her face.. and eye.. den we played the paperclip game!! haha bro's suggestion!! actually there wasnt supposed to have any paperclips in the field.. den later they say we cheat or sth.. so we hid 2 only! lols! so one group found one.. the other is yet to be found.. hahaha.. after that went to the library to have some refreshments.. and since we still have alot more balloons.. (the other groups din come to our station.. time constraint) ms tay called the girls to go to the field where our staion was and help us to get them dirty! me and mel started the ball rolling.. we burst the first balloon and when the other girls heard it.. they all came to us taking a balloon each and bursting them.. haha.. so we all got floured.. dirty dirty.. have some pics.. shall upload them SOON*. haha. after gb ended.. we went back to mr chong's homeroom and cleaned up the mess.. we, hy sy mel and i, started camwhoring around.. wahhahahahs. have some pics.. shall upload them SOON*. haha. went to the bus stop.. started to camwhore again.. LOLS.. den when hy mel and i were in the bus.. we started taking pic again! lols!! damn funny la.. =) we're gna be prepared for monday man!


i got accepted for the nz trip! yay me! =) got to do lotsa stuff.. submit proposal for fundraising. find out whats my bloodtype.. scan my passport.. is that all?? i think so.. haahhaha..

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