Bye Bye
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone


Saturday, March 22, 2008
:D
HELLO!



hahah yea about time i should update?
thursday!

ended at 1230. mom allowed me to go watch step up2 with the rest! supposed to be only with kirb and mel? haha! but in the end jk, kp, louis, timo and sherlyn went too. went to plaza sing to eat lunch. char ate with us! :D she couldnt watch cos her mum din allow. yea so i ate fried rice, mel ate chawamushi, char ate some beef thing, jk had mee goreng, louis had char siew rice and kp had some noodles. yep! actually only char mel jk louis and i were eating.. the rest were at dunno where looking at dunno what things.. so we started eating first.. mel, jk and louis finished eating alr and the rest came to meet us.. kp bought his noodles and sat opposite me.. he said sth like 'wah the rate gracia's eating, i can eat faster than her!' obviously i din wan to eat the slowest, so i tried to eat faster! but u know what was stopping me? all the white disgusting taugay polluted my food! *pushes them to the side. mel started helping me to eat them.. then, timo and sherlyn joined her and helped me eat the taugays too! haha. in the end, i won! of course. HAHAH. as kp was finishing his noodles, we started throwing whatever we had left on our plates into his soup! yikes. disgusting! but super funny. he just continued eating until someone threw a tissue paper in his soup.. he took it out anw. *throws whatever we have left. he tried the soup! and he even took a second mouth.. ><"

210 alr! hurries up to the movie theatre.. and kp was having the after-symptoms of drinking that soup.. lol! eh yep. so we went into the theatre and decided how to sit cos it was 4 one row, 4 another row.. i saw that we were alr kinda divided.. so it was jk, kirb, mel and i one row, kp, louis, timo and sherlyn another row. we were behind them! better view.. haha! jk went in first. he said he din wna sit at the end, so he sat at the 3rd sit. then kirb, mel and i expected him to sit at the 4th seat.. but? he sat at the 2nd! so it was like.. empty, kirb, jk, empty. right. so i went and sit beside jk and mel beside kirb.. ._. felt kinda weird.. but got used to it after awhile.

&& whenever jk wants to put back his drink into the drink holder, he always couldnt find the hole! lol! so can feel the bottle making on the sides of the drink holder. haha happened quite a few times.. always find it so funny. :P

yea anw the show was great! awesome dance moves and everything.. but i think that step up 1's plot was nicer. haha! but still, step up 2 is still a must see movie! love the last part when they danced in the rain. just so cool. :D the show ended at 4.04? and geraint had tuition at 4! rite.. so we took mrt back.. mel stayed there cos she had guitar class.. geraint, sherlyn, timo and i went in one direction while kp, jk and louis went the other direction.. when we went down the elavator, saw the train! but it was damn packed.. all the doors were stuffed with people.. so we decided to wait for the next train.. while waiting, sherlyn and timo were playing ard.. and geraint and i were like.. o_o"? idk, just stoning and waiting for the train to come. on the train too.. zz. aye. finally reached bishan.. geraint and i alighted.. and he looked at the time and said it was all my fault.. wtheck did i do? lol! cos he was 1 hr late alr.. hahaha!

went for tuition after that.. changed teacher.. wah i should have quitted luh.. now must wait for another 9 more weeks. save me!



friday!

went to my parent's friend's house for dinner.. last time church's friend. rebecca, reuben, joshua and gabriel were there too! :D as usual, our family was the last.. [haha!] so shortly after we reached, had dinner. rebecca, aunty low leng, joshua and i sat at the table.. den reuben came and joined us. after we finished eating, aunty low leng went to join the adults.. we then started to get bored. soo, we started prank calling people! wahahaha! the funniest ones were : amirah, jordan, jakes and xiao tian.
amirah's one was cos... eh i forgot what we talked to her about.. but i know she was the first one that we laughed like mad..

jordan was cos.. joshua said sth that was really =.=" so when he said it, i was there busy smacking his legs.. haha! stupid.

jakes.. lol! cos the guys were like saying.. eh only the guys prank call, u 2 never prank call people.. so reuben asked me to prank call jakes.. so i like, prepared what to say alr.. called him.. *loudspeaker
j : hello?
me : oh hii.. [at this point, reuben was laughing like mad alr.. so he walked a lil further from us]
j : who's this?
me : [OH SHOOT I FORGOT TO THINK OF A NAME!] ohh, i'm... grace. [cos this name was the closest to mine.. :/]
reuben : *running in.. OMGOSH THAT'S HIS GIRLFRIEND'S NAME!!
me : HUH?! HAHAHA! *quickly hangs up and continues laughing.
LMAO!! wtheck! all of us started going into fits of laughter. AHAHAHHAHA!

den xiao tian's was.. k those who know who she is should know her big big reactions.. yep.. so joshua called her first with my elder brother's phone..
xt : hello?
joshua : ohh hii. is this xiao tian?
xt : umm yea..
j : ohh jeriel left his phone at my house.. and i was just looking at his photos and saw ur pic.. ure really pretty..
xt : oh thank you!
j : umm yea.. so i was wondering if i could meet up with you to.. u know.. pass u his phone.. and... yea..
xt : oh okay! i dont mind.. ur voice sounds cute too..
j : *leaves the phone at the table and layed on the floor to laugh his lungs out.. bet he couldnt take it anymore. since we started laughing long ago
so my bro took over. he purposely made his voice damn low.. so it's obvious that it's another person? but idk if xt knew.
forgot what they talked alr.. but it was still damn funny. laugh till got 6 packs alr!

called more, but those weren't as funny. haha! ahh, yes. the prank caller then called back those he pranked call and apologized.. ._.

saturday!
din have gb! so could sleep till ard 9+? lazed in bed until about 10++ 11? din wna wake up so early cos mum would nag at me to do work. but i still had to go down right.. so ate breakfast.. suddenly became sleepy again.. but mum forced me to do amath. ugh.
den had church! helped out at the kiddozx. was quite sian.. actually i don think kool kids need youth helpers.. they just need people to help them set up the laptop and projector.. that's all. for the songs, the teachers can lead.. and the games? aye, whatever we can think of that is a suitable game for children from the age of 5-12 would always be rejected by them.. saying that the games are boring.. that they've played before.. that they don wna play.. etc. so it's hard thinking of fun games for them..
anw, aunty christina led in everything i suppose.. i dont even know why i was there for. maybe to record the points for the games the children were playing? the help click the next slide for the songs? to remind the teacher bout offering? :/ idk.. but i know most of the kool kids' helpers are hanging on a tread now. most of us are staying only because we have no other minitries to serve in or because we know they need us..
after everything ended, had a simple dinner den it was bs! ooh.. had great laughs! was quite fun.. of the whole one hour, we only completed 1/5 of the chapter.. while becks' group completed 4/5? haha! spent too much time on one particular question.. we kept on side tracking and lots of questions were raised.

sunday!
woke up, both parents not home.. so i used to laptop! till my bro woke up.. he told me he wanted to use at 1230 since he had tuition at 130.. so i agreed. at 130, i used again :D watched horton! really cute movie! u all should watch it.. i watched most of it until my mum came back.. she threw lots of amath questions at me.. and started nagging at me to do it.. Zzz.. i looked at the book, 1997. ?! so long ago! but heck, still tried to do after i finished watching the show.. lol.
den at night went to the bedok restaurant.. went there for the 3rd time this year! on the way back, mum said needed to pump petrol cos the light came on alr.. my bro also said he needed to faster go back to do work.. den my dad flared up.. liddat also become so angry.. say what.. everytime when we go out bro nda rush back always because he got last minute work to do.. say whenever our friends ask us out, we will agree and take our time to go back home.. but when going our with family, will always question them on where we were going and always rush back..
of cos la.. cos ure the one who makes us don wna spend more time tgt. always scolding us.. u think we like to get scolded isit? w/o fail will always become angry over sth not worth being angry at.
so reached home, i bathed and bro used the laptop to do his work.. he finished at ard 1030? but he went to surf the web until about 1050. i was sitting there waiting for the laptop.. my bro knew it luh.. but he purposely use so long. -.= so when he passed it to me, my dad started to scold me. "so late already still want to use?! tmr got sch you know?! i let u use until 11.. 10 more min!"
me : "no! anw i tmr also don need to wake up so early.."
[anyway he didnt see me using the laptop in the afternoon.. heh! so can argue a lil bit more]
him : "okok.. until 1120 on this clock. *points to living room clock which is 15 min faster.
=.=" rite.. so i only have extra 5 min.. haiz..

today!
had 2 amath lessons first.. quite sian.. but time passed faster than i expected! :D wen feng was late.. cos he was finding the class.. and when he came in, mr haw started scolding him.. blablabla.. wf was like.. ya. ya. ya. haha! so he folded his timetable in half and as he wanted to put it into his bag, teacher started nagging at him that he should put it into a proper file and that he should treat his timetable properly cos it would benefit him more.. or sth along those lines.. we were like.. wth? like that also so angry.. - -" & he kept on standing beside me to see how i was doing the questions.. gimme stress only.. but i only stared at the paper. and wrote some crap.. and after he walked off, i erased it off. haha! den had ss, was quite alright.. phy, mrs chin went through the topic with us first den gave us test.. was quite okay i guess? :/ den dnt.. okok also luh.. felt tired. T_T

wah tmr first 4 periods will be seeing mr haw's face. 2 amath den 2 emath.. somemore in the same classroom! ugh. save meeeeee!

sth damn ps happened on sat.. haha! cant say it here.. too embarrasing alr.. :/
anw.. busy week ahead!
monday : stay back for council meeting. but actually i didnt cos my class ended at 3 while the meeting started at 230 and ended at 3. lol.
tues : supposed to have devo practice but cancelled.. i guess im gna make my ic?
wed : devo practice at 4.
thurs : fancy drill training. :S
fri : council debating thing from 230-? forgot.. den 430-530 goh training. 530-1000 debating. ugh.

Signed off @2:22 PM.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008
yesterday was the first day of term 2. it went quite okay.
first, went to have breakfast with the nz peeps!(:

we decided to meet at 745 at our sh. was supposed to meet amirah outside mrt. i left house a lil early and reached there at ard 740. amirah woke up late. so just as i reached the mrt, jordan called me. he said sh opens at 8. alamak. so the both of us waited outside the mrt until 8. still, amirah havent reached. he also sms-ed the rest to not rush down cos it ain't opened yet. and jordan kept on commenting on people. aye.
anw at 8, we went to sh first. liyana came, followed by amirah and desmond! dion and shijie din go. &&& amirah sounded like a frog! HAHAHA! now my turn to tease her. =P and we kept on saying that her voice sound so bad alr still wna use the mic thingy over msn. lols!
ah yes! after all our food came [other than desmond's cos he came late and we alr ordered], the aunty suddenly brought another plate of food to our table! and we were quite confused. haha! so desmond took one. and just as he was about to eat it, we told him to give back to the aunty but he alr touched it. soo, yea. haha! he also went to order another set.
there was so much fun and laughter as always with the nz peeps(:

at ard 845, we just left and we were scared that we'll be late for school. den jordan was like telling us to think positive and stuff. haha! joke xia. in the end, we weren't late. but by the time we entered the hall, most of the people have alr settled down.
& since this is the holy week, yfc
came down to our school. we were all laughing at the interview they did with our schoolmates on what success meant to them.

had dnt, eng, emath and sch was over! during eng, we spent like, 1 1/2 periods discussing bout our class tee. our teacher din really care luh. haha cos she's our form teacher. but still? aye, but good also luh. cos we wont be able to finish discussing in one cme period. had some disagreements among the guys and girls. but finally decided on the colour and stuff. hope this class tee turns out great!


today!
had chi, first period. the teachers said that we wont be having our first lessons of the day for this whole week cos it'll be taken up by holy week. but there was still chi! wtheck. din bring my book and teacher made us sign on the class list to show that our books weren't with us. i think we're changing teacher? cos the 'relief' teacher spoke chi! unexpectedly. we thought mdm chua din come again. den it was amath! new teacher. mr haw. he's quite ok luh. just that his voice is quite monotonus and makes us wna sleep. but i guess i can understand his lesson when i pay attention? hope i can keep it up. :S
eng! read through some narrative thing. den ss. on my way to ss class, shijie kept disturbing me luh! and thanks to him, now kotaro also making me. aye. recess was fun! i bit char's fingers. :D 2 of them. not both together of course. haha! mel took some pics. send meee! i made that retarded face. lmao! stupid xia. anw after recess was chem. ms aliah was going very fast like a choo choo train! man, hardly any time for us to absorb into our brains. haha! den it was emath. mr haw again. we spent the whole first period asking him questions to introduce himself [all purposely one]. second lesson, he gave us free period! yay! haha. i guess cos he thought that we aren't really settled with him being a new teacher and stuff. lol. char was like, wth! no fair! haha cos she just came out from mr romzee's class. haha! just hope that the week 2 timetable wont have double amath and double emath together. otherwise i think i can just die. looking at the same teacher for 4 periods. @_@

hope there's no phy test tmr! got quite a few hw today. ss, phy, chem.

sth happened after school today. hope it gets better tmr. it's really just some misunderstandings. hope she understands.

i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night. &i just cant take it.

Signed off @5:23 PM.

Saturday, March 15, 2008
THANK GOD FOR THE GOOD WEATHER ON FRIDAY! :D

was really praying that it wont rain so we could carry on our activities. and ta-daaa! it didnt! woohoo!

ok i shall tell u what happened.
i was supposed to meet rebecca and joanne at 1 at bedok mrt station.
kk den on fri, rebecca sms-ed me say she'll be late. asked me to meet at 130. so i smsed joanne to meet at 130. but instead? i was still late! met them at ard 140. only rebecca and reuben was there. joanne? i had no ideaaa. in the end, found her at the bus interchange..

went to the other side of the mrt station and took a bus to ecp. had to walk quite a bit.. got to know joanne better(: reached ecp, went to bbq pit 40, but no one there.. so becks called ywee ern, found out that they were at the chalet. wtheck. we just climbed over a fence there! like.. just 10 more steps den reach the chalet alr.. nutz.. yep so we played uno! retarded game. really! only joanne rebecca and i played. cos the rest either went to roller blade or they're playing uno stacko. yea so for all 3 games that we played, joanne finished first! wtc.. and rebecca and i always have a hard time ending that darn game..
after 3 games we were bored, so we went to walk along the beach! climbed onto those 'islands'. you know what im talking about right.. i know you know :D

the process of going up. haha



who's that?!

i like the sky:D

joanne and rebecca!(:


at 430, joanne needed to go off for tuition.. so rebecca and i walked her to the bus stop and back again.. we were soo desperate for ice cream and cold drinks.. luckily we brought some money with us so we din need to go back to the chalet.. as we were walking, we had doubts if we were walking the correct direction so becks called yweeern, and yep, we were! we were rejoicing! haha. kkk, so we reached one bicycle shop and bought our lovely ice cream and drink. i bought peach tea while she bought 100+. i think. haha! and both bought choco ice creammmm! :D walked back, met rachel aliza and rebecca [tan. i shall call her becky from now on.] they just finished roller blading and wanted to go to the islands. actually becks and i were quite tired and din wna follow them.. but we did in the end. and im glad we did. :D

can you see me? :P

me and becky!


haha! becky and aliza trying to imitate one of the titanic scenes.


she said she cant open her eyes cos of the sun


the pathway to the island. hah.

she commanded the sea to be calm.


rachel!

the 5 of us! :D

i like the sky :D


ignore the dark clouds):

nice sky! but dark pic.

rachel, me and becks!

who's that emo-ing away? and look! she's from 2 peace too!


dog print! haha i found it quite cute.

ignore the dark clouds! >=3

see 3 people there? thats becky rachel and aliza.. becks and i were lagging behind..


sandcastle! *destroys it after taking the pic KIDDINGS!

they wanted to go up another island! which needed us to be wet just below our waist! ugk. but i went anw.

see them all pulling up their pants

:D

becks!

waddling towards the island! water level so high. wet our pants only!

WHOOOO! WE MADE IT!! YAYYYY! :D

for the 3rd time, I LIKE THE SKY!


aliza's art work.

we then started bbq-ing!

BBQ! look at the charcoal!



close up

and den it started to rain.. sooo

protect the foood!


jerome the food saver!! HAHA!


we started eating marshmellows even before we started eating most of our food. can see all the chicken wings. haha.

rebeccas! :D after bbq

messy hair, oily face

becky, aliza and i got cuts on our feet! ugk.

okay i gta stop here. grandma wna use com. -,-

continuation! lols!

eh yep. i have about 7 cuts on my left foot. was only walking on one side of my foot until today luh! pain. but it's healing alr.. :D after the bbq, some of the youths went for night cycling! heard they cycled to town until 5am. madness! haha. some hardly slept at all! cos after they came back from town, they cycled to the jetty.

saturday!

had gb. mostly is enrolment rehearsal. i was damn blur in the outdoor parade luh! like.. i din know where to stand, what to do, where to go..etcetc. at the end i was supposed to move one row front, but i didnt know! so i just stood there, den jason told me to move.. damn ps! argh. haha but at least now i know:D desmond! hurry come back to GOH!):

after that went to have lunch with melissa at mos burger! yummy! den went back home at ard 1. slept at 130 until it was time to go church! haha but i was still quite tired.. aye. service was gooood!(: but coldddddd. haha! i bring my jacket every week but hardly use it. after church went to have dinner at kopitiam. had char siew rice! haha. saw ht again. ;D

today!

went to get my hair cut. felt that it was abit long alr.. haha. mom went to cut too! and she looks like a mushroom head now! LOL. even she agreed that they person cut it too short. lols. after cutting hair went to take ID photo. i was quite sleepy luh. so the pic also appear to be sleepy.. eye abit cocked. HAHA!

my baby cousin is trying to talk! hahaha! so funny!!!!

breakfast with nz peeps tmr! cant wait! secret hideout here we comeeeee! :D


Signed off @11:24 PM.

Friday, March 14, 2008

just some reminders to self :D

  • do work! catch up on what i've lost.
  • do ss, eng and physics!
  • start thinking of what to do for grad night
  • try to stop using the com so often
  • try to stop arguing back with my dad
  • stop thinking of complicated stuff which doesnt really affect me good or bad
  • ohyes! do history notes!
  • stop procrastinating to do history notes. [ive been procrastinating since the starting of the year!]
  • stop worrying/thinking bout non important people

okok enough! dont wna do so many things at once. haha! okay i think i should go and sleep, gta do some work tmr before going out. chaos~


Signed off @12:06 AM.

Thursday, March 13, 2008
i really hate my maid. she complains alot.



scenario 1
when i finish eating my lunch or dinner infront of the tv or com, i'll just leave it at the side. decided that after i finish watching tv or using the com den i'll put it back. but this maid of mine has to stand right in front of the plate and tell me off. 'can you put back your plate or notttttttt?' or 'i tell you how many times already.. put back your plate!'*walks away.. wtheck! since ure standing infront of the damn plate just take it and put it in that damn sink! [my bro just told her off yesterday!:D]



scenario 2
it's been raining and the weather's cold. she came up to me just now and said 'wahhhh. very cold lehhh.' and she puts her hands on my hands to show me how cold she is. like hello? im cold too?



scenario 3
my mum was sleeping and my maid din know whether to cook for dinner or not. so she kept on complaining and complaining and complaining that my mum din tell her if she should cook. wtheck. you should have asked right! just now i told my mum bout what happened. u know what my mum said? 'she told me she wna cook spaghetti for dinner, so i said anything. den now she come tell u say i din tell her anything. i think is she don wan to cook. she's too lazy.' i just agreed with her, happy that she's against her too. 'so i think she happy only, since now we go out eat and she's at home.' mum continued. haha!

scenario 4
wna bathe, open closet, looks inside = no clothes!
as in, not literally no clothes luh. like no home clothes and stuff. all downstairs in the room, piled up like mt everest liddat still don wna put them in the closet. also got one huge pile of clothes lying there not ironed. when i see her sitting at the table writing some stuff, i ask her why she doesnt wna go iron them and u know what she says? 'no time la. very busy you know..'
??! what irony. u know it's irritating to go up and down and up again just to bathe? and it happens at least once a week. ugk.

haha this is like a complaining session. but heck. it's been sucha long time since we've got a really good maid. i was told that when i was younger, like in kindergarden liddat, there was this maid from myanmar. and she's really goood! like, when i come back from sch, she would sit down with me and go through all my hw, makes sure i understand. prays with us before we eat. read the bible with us. and im like.. wow! that's a really good maid! how i wish our next maid would be like her. sigh.

anyways, i won jordan at checkers twice! yayyyyy!! haha.
but i could feel his proness at the start of the first game, so i began to think. i dont really think when i play checkers. haha! like just see got what available moves den just move! HAHA.
kk, he's sad now. lol. hope he doesnt see this! :D

meeting rebecca at 1 tmr! yay. hope it doesnt rain. IF it does, den i hope there would be water games! or some wet weather activities.

Signed off @5:51 PM.

yesterday's conversation with amirah online was pretty funny. like, we chat so long but it wasnt going anywhere. haha! quite a dumb one if i would say. once i mentioned the g word she would go like SHUT UP SHUT UP! but if she says the d word, i don think i had the same reaction as her. HAHAHA. then, i went off fer a lil while den came back on. said the g word again and she went like.. so? and when i thought about it.. i realised that they actually had nothing to do with each other!! ahahhahaha! so dumb.

ANYWAYS, hope it doesnt rain tmr. starry starry night! bbq this time. games in the afternoon first. hope we can just carry on and get wet IF it rains. but of course i hope it wont. i'd rather the sun to be shining very very brightly and super duper hot and let my mum nag all she wants than for it to rain. i'm serious. i really rather get all my mum's naggings bout the UV rays and pigmentation on the skin.

GB this sat! needa be there by 845. then we'll have enrolment rehearsal! hope it doesnt rain. this raining thing is really irritating. i dont like to carry umbrellas around and i certainly don like marching with puddles of water splashing everywhere. but i still hope it'll be fun! :D

ah yes! was chatting with liyana online yst too. and she was quite blur! know my nick is grey den my pm is sher. convo went sth like this :

.liyana: what does ur pm mean? sher?

grey : grey-sher la! HAHAHAHA! wols eh you!

.liyana : huh what's wols?

grey : opposite of slow!

.liyana : huh? OH!

grey : HAHAHA! WOLSS!

.liyana : you know when u told me wols is the opposite of slow right, i was still abit blur! den now den i know! lol

HAHAHA.

.liyana : eh? back so fast?
.liyana : lols i thought end at 5/
grey : HAHA YEAH
grey : but the gg girls needed to be off at 3
grey : so mr ang just let us off loh.. HAHAHA :D
.liyana : ohhh no wonder!
.liyana : HAHAH
grey : yeah!
grey : somemore only got 6 people, so can la
.liyana : only 6 went?
grey : yea haha 3 din go
.liyana : ohh i see
.liyana : so charolette still in sch?
grey : no la. why would she be?
.liyana : amaths?
grey : huh no?
.liyana : ohhh i thgt you said mrang let the gg girls off only
grey : no la!
.liyana : cheychey. okok.
grey : i gg meh?! LOL
.liyana : HAHAH
.liyana : nope xD
grey : ah den?
grey : BLUR!
.liyana : eeeyeer everytime i talk to you confirm blur
grey : HAHAHA
.liyana : i think you have the sotong power. lol
.liyana : make ppl blur.
grey : yay woohoo!
grey :HAHAHA

the convo looks like it's christmas time. red green red green. @_@ haha.

i've got the sotong power! yay!

i dont think i care anymore. or maybe i'm trying not to.


Signed off @12:59 PM.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008
YES!


din have 6 hours of math today! instead had only ard 4 hours? HAHAHA.


okok first emath, i started to not pay attention only 15 min into the lesson. heck. but i still understood what mr romzee was trying to teach. we learnt those stuff in pri sch. just that there were a lil more complications here and there. supposed to end at 1. but at 12.30, the guys started packing up and thanking him. cos we were doing the last question of the second ws. and when he was about to give us the third worksheet, we went hysterical! LOL. so mr romzee gave up and let us off. :D





char and zena came back quite early.. so went to the amath room [its actually both room 23, but.. yeahhh.] and ate takopachi, drank bubble tea and listened to mp3(:


at 130, hardly anyone was there. i think only zena, char and i? haha. yea the rest were late. shuying, brenda and chastina came in at ard 140. they complained they were hungry [i was too] so mr ang allowed us to go to the canteen to buy stuff from the vending machine. i didnt cos i ordered another takopachi from lijing! haha. char and zena didnt too cos they had a proper lunch. so, we rotted ard in the canteen den slowly made our way back upstairs. by th time we reached, mr ang started teaching the 3 girls alr. ah yes, only 6 people turned up. which is majority of the class already. 2/3 turned up. so do the math yourself.


yupyup. shuying and brenda needed to go at 3 cos they had some gg thing. so mr ang said class will end at 3. so yeahh! took one last pic with him cos it'll be our last time seeing him as he's gna retire [i think]. kinda sad. he's quite a good teacher esp when u listen to him during class. its like, i understand what he teaches. thats why i got such good marks for the 1st class test! but now, char and i kinda stop listening to him, listen occasionally only. so we flunked our 2nd test. rmb i said i dreamt that i scored 2/35? haha ive got good news! i scored 10! yay. but still fail luh. lol. could see that he was quite disappointed. sorry mr ang! i'll really try to pay attention to the next teacher. mr how. hope he's good yea!



we thought the camera snapped alr. haha!
can see the time.. 3.03? LOL!

candid shot. HAHAHA. even mr ang twist-ed. XD

we'll miss you!


Signed off @5:23 PM.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008
i think i wasted lots of money just on that stupid eng tuition.
cos.. last week due to camp, i din go for tuition and i din go for make up class.
and! there's supposed to have tuition today! teacher was supposed to remind us last thurs but since i wasnt there.. yea i wasnt reminded. wtheck. yeah its every thurs. and just now at about 7.35? the lady called me and said there's tuition. obviously i din wna go. and my parents arent home. so i told her that they aren't home and i cant rush down. soo yea. *poof* another lesson's money gone. its like.. $300+++ or maybe even $400+ for 10 lessons. i guess its pretty ex?

yeah. going for it tmr. AYE! WAIT NOT TMR! huh?! did the lady say tmr? wtc. i better call them and ask. madness. amirah passed the blurness to me! NOOOOOO! ok yea. anw. i think tmr don have. soo going for it on thurs! :D

sorry for the diff fonts on top. was trying out. haha!

i cannot get addicted to the com! cannot, must not, better not! if not my plan to study harder will be gone!
see, i just updated 3 times today! 've been online since 2 until now! ugk.

Signed off @8:54 PM.

ARGH! IM GOING CRAZY ALREADY EVEN BEFORE MATH MARATHON STARTS TMR!!!

firstly, its emath from 11-1

THEN...

its amath from 130-530!

MADNESS! 4 hours straight of amath?! i think i'd rather dieeeee.

ordering lunch from charolette now. haha! cos i don think i can eat in half an hour.

Signed off @6:47 PM.

sunday!
desmond chua's birthday!
happy birthday!! thanks fer bringin so much fun and laughter to my life ever since nz!(:

monday
had first aid course. thought it was gna be boring. esp since it was 9 hours long. but it aint that bad! cos the trainers were paramedics before. so they had real life experiences which made the course a lil more interesting! anw we were given a chance to bandage each other up and stuff. took some pics but they're with mel and natasha. soo, must wait for them to send it to me! ohyes. one part we were supposed to move our friend to recovery position. i partnered mel. and since we were ticklish, we did it ourselves! LOL. ohya we can do cpr too! 'im a first aider, im here to help you.' wahahahha x) & im sure we all passed the course with flying colours.
towards the end of the course the trainers thought us how to do cpr then we were given manequins to practice on. at first can see that we were all confused! but after that, we did it like a
pro HAHA! when our seniors were doing, mel and i kept saying that jaselyn's guy die alr. cos she was super blur!! lols.
okay this post is going everywhere.

today!
AMIRAH'S SUPER BLUR!
lemme tell u the whole story.
i complained to her last night that i was gna do math for the whole day on wed. 11-1 have emath. 130-..? have amath. so its like.. continuous and no time for lunch (!!!) and amirah was like.. don worry i go and bring you lunch. i thought she must be crazy since wed was her only free day and she wanted to go sch just to bring me lunch?
den today! online she asked me..

Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
which block you stay?
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
and what floor?
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
i might be coming tmr
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
HAHAHA
grey says:
for?
grey says:
HAHA
grey says:
crazy
grey says:
I'LL BE IN SCH PRETTY!
grey says:
NOT AT HOME!
grey says:
LOLOL
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
WHY????
grey says:
why wad?
grey says:
I'LL BE IN SCH FOR MATH!
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
why will you be at school?
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
OH
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
CHEY
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
I THOUGHT AT HOME.
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
........
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
OMG
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
IM A LOSER
grey says:
u thought i ownself do math whole day ah..
grey says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHHA
grey says:
LOLS
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
YEAH
grey says:
XIAO
grey says:
WHERE GOT SO HARDWORKING?!
grey says:
LOLOL
grey says:
AHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
grey says:
HAHAHAHAHA
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
that's why i ask, how come your parents dont treat this week as a holiday
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
LMAO!!!!
grey says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
grey says:
gosh
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
ALAMAK
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
STUPID SIA
grey says:
LMAO!
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
I WENT AND TELL JORDAN ABOUT TOMORROW'S PLAN!!
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
WHAT THE HECK
grey says:
LOL
grey says:
crazy!

HAHAHA. super blur can! after that we talked bout something else she was also as blur! && when she was sending me songs, we weren't talking. suddenly


Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
i thought city hall?
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
yes? no? maybe?
grey says:
HUH?!
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
EH
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
WHAT THE HECK
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
IM SUPER BLUR
grey says:
HAHAHA
Ya Ba Da Ba Doo, Amirah to the rescue! says:
WRONG CONVO
grey says:
YES U ARE
grey says:
LMAO

HAHAHA. blur queen for the day!

okok i needa go do ss and eng! [if i figure out how to do it] haha! sch tmr for math! yay? boo! kkkkk. chaos~

we're drifting further and further apart. it really sucks, you know? why cant we just talk? like how we did just a few months ago. now we dont even talk online. sucks.

Signed off @3:12 PM.

Saturday, March 08, 2008
just came back from camp!
in the end we weren't split up into groups. we stayed as a CLASS! :D
our group name was APACHE!
all the group/class' names all very weird. they're all according to indian tribal groups. haha.
apache, black foot, chinook, delaware [dunno how to spell.. underwear? x) ], and enook

i miss apache's trainers! jeremy and william!
i think they're the bestest trainers among the rest! hahaha.

jeremy really helped our class to bond. very fun guy to be with. taught us some games on the last day!
william isnt a very outgoing person but he's also very nice! he really encourages us and helps us along the way! he also very easy get shy! HAHA! apache girls should know why! =P very funny!
anw im sure we all had lots of fun yea?

1st day

we met our instructors in the hall, introduced ourselves and hopped onto the bus! we were supposed to think of a class cheer on the way there. so by the time we reach our campsite, our class would be cheering alr. so when the trainers asked who knows cheers den the guys sabo me say i know. wth. so jeremy kept on asking me to think of a cheer. i told him go until the checkpoint den i tell him.. reach checkpoint alr, still no cheer. tell him reach malaysia den tell him. reach alr? still no cheer! so i promised him reach yong peng den tell him. haha! so yasmine and i thought of the council cheer but the class like don wna coporate.. den we found out the faith class also use that cheer! so we changed loh. we have quite a few cheers.
hey apache u're so fine
ure so fine u blow my mind
hey pachi!
hey! hey! hey! hey pachi!
GOO APACHEEEE!


apache coy
apache coy
apache company YA!
[but we din really use this cheer, haha.]

if you wanna see the best group in town
just say apache and we'll turn around
oh why do i feel this way?
hey! must be apache!

1-2-3 3-2-1
man on, man on *clap clap
man on, man on *clap clap
man on, man on *clap clap
man on, man on *clap clap
GOO ATTACK!!!!!

ahahha yea thats all the cheers we had. :D
neways after we reached the campsite, we ate lunch.. with flies.. or wassit flies with lunch? haha! there were damn alot of flies! our class ate with love class under a shelter while the rest of the classes ate in a proper building with fans and alot less flies..
after that we were taught how to pitch our tents. and so we did! luckily we had a platform for us to pitch our tents. not like the guys where they had to pitch theirs on a field. so after pitching, william played some games with us! sadly all i know alr. haha. but! cassandra played a game that ALL of us dunno! aye until now we still havent guess yet. we went to a small hut cos we were chased off.. D: den the guys came and join us. den we went to the MPH. we were given time to play in a stream and go wash up. but we didnt. we just went back to out tents and arrnaged our things. after that had dinner.. the food was quite okay. x) then had night walk!
each class were given 3 candles. so the front, back and middle had candles. but after a while, the back one no more, then the middle. yasmine, alicia, roy and i were at the middle so it was damn dark and we werent used to it.. but after awhile we were used to it alr. but i almost fell.. haha.

so after we reached the flagstaff there, we prepared our skit for entertainment night the next day. den went back to shower. but we didnt again cos there were just too little toilets and too many girls wanting to bathe. lol. we went back to the place where we ate and did our reflections and had supper there! den it was lights out! aye wait! there werent any lights out! haha. there was just goodnight! hardly any lights. @_@

2nd day
woke up at 4+! couldnt sleep! cos needed to pee urgentlY! yasmine went with me! thanks! haha. den went back to sleep~ woke up again, den went to brush teeth and stuff. had breakfast den we went off to some other place to have our activities! brought along all our extra clothes and shoes. apache's first activity was jungle survivor. we had to cross this river to get to the other side where it was supposed to be held. so we all crossed safely.. EXCEPT FOR kotaro ct and gab! LMAO! dunno why kotaro like lose balance, den the rest also lose balance so all fell! lolol. && ct's psp was in his bag! dunno if its still alive anot. ohoh gab's phone and ipod too! haha all die alr. too bad. so now all her pics are gone. LOL.

anw it started to drizzle. we then started our jungle survivor. the malaysian trainers taught us how to cook rice, fish and chicken there! haha. the skin was damn nice la. cos it was marinated alr. haha! chiciken! they mostly used bamboo as their equipment to cook. oh, and while they were still teaching us, it really started to pour. but our class decided to carry on and don stop since we're alr wet. soo, while we were waiting mainly for the chicken to cook, we stood by the fire to warm ourselves. then, the trainers asked us to go into the shelter where love and joy were already there. we ate the marinated chicken there! yummy! esp the skin! haha.

after jungle surivor was jungle trekking. it reminded me of nz! haha. anw it was the place where the leeches came out. andand.. guess who was the first in apache to get it? ME! haha! at first i din know.. den just walk.. and kept on sweeping the dirt and leaves away from my leg. den suddenly got this thing that i cannot sweep away! *look closer... LEECH!! AHHHHHHHHH! den jeremy came to my rescue! haha. he squeezed the head till it came off. thanksthanks! was really scary! but couldnt really feel anything. then continued walking.. we had to cross this small river. yasmine almost fell! cos there was this hole and the water was super muddy so we couldnt see where we were walking.. ><" anw we were reaching our end point when... i got another leech on my other leg! left leg this time.. i freaked out, again. yasmine and shermaine were with me.. tried to look for the trainers but they werent there.. so we kept on trying to flick it off but to no avail, obviously. so the leech continued to suck until it could suck no more, shermaine used a leaf and swept it off my leg. so now got the mark there. haha!

went back, had lunch. kinda sucky. ate little bit only. den we had river challenge! i thought what xia. expected more.. but it was just.. lie in the water with ur life jacket and pull a string. lol ! then it was rafting. aye this one damn boring. not like the one in nz! this rafting was like in a calm lake where there were people kayaking also. haha! anw we went onto the 2nd raft. which was damn unlucky! at first, we saw a biG leech on alicia's tyre. den i used the extra paddle to sweep it off.. then, got frog! it came twice! gosh. den got spider also! wah! super scary luh.

ohya. den the 3 rafts came together and said cheer! and yea.. we said a cheer. we didnt scream or shout. could see that william and jeremy were quite disappointed with us. haiz. anyway, we kept on attacking! keep splashing water! and when we paddled right, we were like.. moving less than 1km/h. LOL. really very slow. cos roy irfan geraint and fly were the paddlers.. sooo yea.. whaddya expect? =P
yep after rafting we got no more time to do kayaking. we didnt care anw cos we could do kayaking in singapore! lol. so we untied the ropes and went to wait for the bus. while waiting, we played the bombing game! den like only blackfoot chinook and apache playing. lols! and blackfoot and apache alliance! like.. combined science against chinook! haha.. we combine our powers.. :D like everybody against peace class la. damn funny. den blackfoot came out with the clap thingy. *claps* kiss my ass! HAHA! that one damn nice! anw, the buses came, and we boarded them. most of us slept on our way back to camp!

rached camp, bathed then had dinner. after dinner had entertainment night! it was damnnn fun! at first blackfoot cheered. den jeremy and ian pole danced we were cheering like mad la! haha! soo funny. jeremy pole danced ard ian and vice versa. then chinook had their cheer. they then called one girl volunteer from each group and blind folded them. played songs and asked the girls to start dancing! LOL. uma went up but she didnt dance. but still thanks for going up! whoa the other girls could really dance! winner was shermaine from 3love. dance like mad xia that one. haha.
after dancing, we sang the song 'if ure happy and you know' haha. but instead of clapping ur hands we shouted hand pain! leg pain! headache! etc. haha! den the other classes had their cheer. and it was the boys turn to dance! but theirs was much easier. cos they only needed to follow the trainers moves. hanesh went up for our class. the trainers did all those sexy moves that included their butts and tighs and stuff. and we went like damn high la! keep cheering and stuff.. lolol. in the end amirul won from 3faith.
anway after e. night we had reflections again with supper! we passed up our reflections to the trainers cos they needed to read our reflections. so the booklet isnt with us now for memory. D:
after that was Zzz-ing time. cass, joan, yasmine and i slept quite fast.




3rd day

woke up at 5+! why? cos i freakin needed to pee again! wth. so i persevered until i think 6+? den yasmine woke up and we went to wash up at the toilet not nearer to us. we need at least 5 min to walk up there if we arent rushing or anything.. by then my pee was about to come out alr. so i asked yasmine to help me hold our toothbrush and toothpaste and i just faster chiong to the toilet to relieve myself. HAHA. like finally! we then packed our stuff and headed to the field. had breakfast den our teachers returned our valuables and passport. then had area cleaning. we were assigned to the guys sleeping place. the field there. the girls picked the rubbish ard the field while the guys took rubbish and clothes left in the tents. after that while waiting for the bus, our trainers took us out into some shaded area [which wasnt really shaded as the sun rose] and played games! :D at first we played sth like blow wind blow. just that its fruit salad! haha. alicia, shermaine? and another girl was forfeited.. so they had to do the chicken dance! usually we would just hum it and they would do right, but this time got lyrics! jeremy taught us the song.


i dont wanna be a chicken
i dont wanna be a duck
so i shake my butt
clap clap clap clap*


haha! im like so addicted to the song luh. so interesting. x) anw, we played more games.. like chocolate or milk, sth like polar bear, bang bang who knows?, as we walk to the left, as we walk to the rigt, and somemore. cannot rmb alr. haha! damn fun! :D k so our bus was delayed for 1++ hour. we boarded the bus and slept! again. haha. tired ma. always needa wake up just cos i need to pee. *rolls eyes.
so we reached yong peng again for a break. den bused again. and went to the customs! damnnn long queue can! when we finally got our passports checked and our bags scanned, we got onto the bus and those whose passports could go by just checking their thumbprint were cheering for us cos they waited quite long. haha! makes me wna change my passport. but needa change pic. LOL. anw, yasmine needed to sit infront to direct the bus driver as he only knows how to speak malay so i sat with her. ms ng suddenly thought of giving jeremy and william a thank you card from all of us. but we didnt have any paper. so she asked jeremy w/o telling him the reason. he asked her if those small notebook paper can anot. obviously cannot right. den he asked if 3 of those paper can not. HAHA! yasmine and i just laughed. so ms ng told him the reason why we wanted that paper. so he looked through his file and found an extra survey form so gave us and we wrote a thankew note! hope they'll treasure it! haha.

reached sch at 4++ got debriefed. our class din win anything. but its ok cos we really bonded as a class and with the trainers! anw we were dismissed, and our class girls took pic with jeremy and william! our very last pic before we parted. :'(



with some random instructors

william & jeremy! <33!


Signed off @2:41 PM.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008
last post before i go off for camp!
dontknow if i should be happy or sad.. happy cos.. get to bond?
sad cos.. im still sick and i don think i can really enjoy myself? and cos the groups are rather sucky..
aye but whatever it is must be thankful. :D
oh and i just read kirb's blog.. and i din realise until i read!
he said that the causeway would have a huge jam now that mas selamat has escaped. and the schedule would be delayed for hours! dammit. eh wait! so isit good news or bad? mel said its good cos she can sleep longer! lazy pigz.

anways ive not been in sch yst and today. yesterday char called me after sch and told me bout amath hw.. =.=" den asked how am i and just talked.. she handed the phone over to yasmine.. and guess wad?! she told me got physics hw.. !_! talked a lil while with her too.. then she passed the phone to amirah.. the conversation was sth like this

amirah : hello?

me : hello (my voice was damn manly when i talked cos of sore throat)

amirah : HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

me : ??!

yeah. she was the first one who made me laugh on monday. and i was so happy that char even bothered to call. :D haha thanks for making my day(:

went back to sch today. to pass up ss hw and get physics wb [which i forgot to take.] but mainly to meet friends. haha! met amirahm yasmine, liyana and mel! but din really talk to the sheep cos she was having training for the challenge. char was at band and her conductor was there so she couldnt come out..

camping tmr.. tents, leeches, yucks.

okay i think i should go now. ive yet to put the things in my big big bag [the one i brought to newzealand!] and havent put songs into mp3 yet.. soooo, yea.

till here.

Signed off @10:18 PM.

Monday, March 03, 2008
banned from going to sch today. down with fever, flu, cough and runny nose. it's always the same sickness. its like, they all come in a package. and what's the best thing? it's free! so u dont have to pay a single cent to get this great package. unless u want to be free from this package, u'll then hafta buy their enemies.
but most of the time, whenever one of us gets sick, we wont go and see the doctor. cos we always have lots of medicine that we bought last time. so unless it's really really serious, we'll go and see.

so how am i gna spend the rest of the day?
hmm, i'm not too sure myself. =\ i'll prolly watch drumline since its been longg when i last watched it. do some ss? was supposed to do it last night but somehow my brain told me not to. finish reading book 2 of GG so that i can pass it to yasmine. :D oh, and of course, sleep!

i just pray that i'll recover on time to go for camp and enjoy myself. though im not really very excited. leeches and sleeping in tents.. somemore most of the activites would involve water, ahh this is really a bad time to get sick. >=(

what i'll be missing out today in school would be amath. prolly mr ang would have finished marking our test papers. oh u know what?! i dreamt that i failed terribly. i scored 2/35 while char got 6/35. stupid hard amath paper. we should have listened in class too. :\ will be missing GOH training too. D: andand the nz vid! sorry amirah!!

speaking of nz.. 4 months ago, we'd be doing all the crazy activities now! like trust fall, magic tie, marshmellow and hot chocolate river...etc.
i really miss all the times we had. no one can ever feel the same bond we experienced. i din know 4 guys that went existed in our school. like, i din see them or notice them at all. but now, i'm quite good friends with 2 of them. the other 2? okok only. haha. but still.. as for the girls, i really bonded with them. before the trip, i din really talk to them. and to tell you the truth, at one point of time, i din really feel like going. cos none of my close friends were going and the only closest person i was close to was liyana. and even so, i din really talk to her. but after the trip? i talk to every girl or maybe just wave or smile at them. i really miss those 8 days we spent together. laughing at each other's jokes and doing silly things.

i bet with myself that i wont receive any sms in the morning cos my friends would all be in school and stuff. but i received one at 9.49am. from who? the spf! telling us to keep watch for the JI terrorist, mas selamat. ahahha.

okay i think i should stop already. i shall go and do the stuff i wna do. drumline! here i comeeee! :D

i din know that you cared so much for me. even though we don really talk much, i can feel that you still care for me. you might not know but that simple act just warms my heart.

Signed off @10:24 AM.


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