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Friday, September 21, 2007
ok so now mrs lee scolded me for not remembering my first day in pri sch.

like how much more biased can she be??! scolding people for forgetting things. must she always vent her anger on someone every single lesson? why cant she go punch her pillow or scream into it or sth? anything but scold us during class. english lessons have changed from such a fun class to such a sucky class that we, without fail, will get scolded. english lessons was all fun, laughter, peace and joy. now? scoldings, naggings and more scoldings. i don mind getting ms tham as our 2nd semester teacher though she seems very strict but she's not. at least i think i'll learn more in her lessons.
why cant we do language art for the whole year so that we wouldn't need to change teacher? rather than doing some poems and studyin a diary written by a girl.

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Friday, September 14, 2007
yayy ! 100th post.. XD

in sch com lab now.. sittin next to mel.. *bish her.. since she just poked me.. XD
ok neways.. i shall update.. wahahhahaha. funny meh? =\
uhh.. went to lj's house on wed.. we bought lays at the petrol kiosk near her house to snack on later.. ohya.. we went there to do geog project.. so we reached her house.. dogs started barking.. saw her sis at home.. o.o went up to her room , on com.. and started doing?? den went to eat lunch.. had beehoon! char was practically burning..
char takes sambal and took 2 small spoons of it..
lj : aye.. very hot one leh..
char : nvm one la.. i can take hot..
den when we all finished and was waiting for char to finish eating, she was struggling cos it was too hot !! she couldnt take it .. wahahhahahha.. 'i can take it' LOL..
ok ANYWAY.. went back upstairs to lj's room and char so hardworking and was doing the project all the way.. while mel and lj was playin the guitar.. lol.. mel saw the lays lying on the table and we looked at it and said we'll eat it later.. XD yea den we took out some of lj's pics when she was young.. XD so cutee! i think when they were p 2 all their pants high high .. shirts tucked all the way in.. XD ohya.. saw syazwan there too! ahahhahah. so funny!! ^^"
it was going to be 5 alr.. and char had to go home cos her mum don allow her to stay too long.. so we went off first and while we were walking out.. mel was like.. OH SHIT OH SHIT !! we turn behind.. 'whatwhatwhat??!' mel : WE FORGOT TO EAT THE LAYS !!! lol.. - -" thought wad sia.. hahaha. we shall go to her house next time and eat our lays.. XD

thursday
had pe.. was quite fun.. we played frisbee and basketball.. =D after that was chi.. ms nah was talkin bout business.. think bout banking and stuff.. and how much they earn.. XD quite alot sehh.. after that was recess.. we tried to buy peach tea from the quite-new vending machine but it was stuck.. =\ anw.. after recess was eng..
me and mel started getting high and kept on laughin.. partly cos we were asking gab and jk behind us lame jokes and they always couldnt guess it.. partly was also because mel started by drawing 2 smiley faces on my eng blue booklet.. wrote 'greyy' and 'meHh' at the sides of the 2 faces.. and she started disfiguring my smiley face and i started disfigurin hers too~ became quite hilarious when i drew her a moustache.. ^^" we started laughin but tryin not to laugh.. and saw that mrs lee kept lookin at us.. aiya.. heck her la.. continued laughin.. den mrs lee told us to copy sth on the screen.. so when i looked up.. saw.. ct zao geng.. i was like.. wthwthwth! ><" ew la.. zg until damn sickk.. so i told mel and we started laughin all over again.. told syazwan bout it and when he saw it.. he started laughin too~ then he told ct.. hehh.. mrs lee couldnt take it no more and started scolding syazwan for i-dunno-what-reason. i onli knew that he laughed and told ct that he zg-ed.. anw.. after class she asked the 3 of us to go to the front cos she wanted to talk to us.. zZ.. so we went forward.. and she started nagging.. nag nag nag.. sayin this is not the first time.. blah blah blah.. and when mel and i told her wad happened thats why we were all laughin so hard, you know wad she said??! she said.. 'you should have told me right.. den i can tell him..' den mel said wad i was thinkin in my mind.. she said.. 'but you should have thought of ct right.. wont u be embarrased if ur bra strap dropped and a guy comes to tell you?? you should think of his feelings wad right??' den i was like.. ya lor ya lor ! XD den she tio jeck and was ashamed.. so she changed th subject.. lth : 'i can even go into the boys toilet if i want to okay ! why would i be ashamed??' den i was thinkin.. 'its not your feelings we're talkin about.. its ct's ! ><" ' anw.. lth : "i even have children older than you..' i was like wadeva~ yea.. so she started naggin all over again.. zZ.. ohya.. she asked mel and i to change seats with syazwan and ct.. so now we're sitting at the 2nd row.. den mel and i were like wth !! we just changed our lousy chairs to the nicer and more comfortable ones !! ><" hahahha. haiz.. starting to really really hate her lessons now la..
den today.. had english again.. ><" for 2 lessons somemore ! wth la.. so we sat in the 2nd row and kept quiet.. siansian one.. quite tired.. so we were just keeping quiet.. minding our own beeswax .. lth came over and asked.. 'are u two okay??' we just nodded our heads.. like wth la ! must we not be ok in order to keep quiet??! c'mon la.. we re also humans lor..
den she continued teaching us bout compo writing that we should plan and brainstorm our ideas and write them down on a piece of paper bla bla bla.. den mel just uttered under her breath and told me 'by that time we don have enough time to finish our compo alr lor..' knowin that that isnt always true.. i just agreed with her.. XD den lth's ears have to be so sharp and stuck her nose in..
lth ' melissa i heard that ok.. wad did you say just now??'
mel ' nth la.. '
lth ' wad did you say??!'
mel ' nth la.. i just said that if we brainstorm for ideas we would have no time to finish our compo'
lth ' huh wad did you say?!!?'
xp, syazwan and ameer helped her say.. but she still insisted..
lth ' say that again..'
mel' nth la.. also not talkin to you right??!'
and lth kept askin her over and over again.. den she came over to our tabes and talked to us again.. zZ.. she said sth like.. den how do u write compos? replied her that we just think and write on the spot la.. lols.. den she started nagging again.. and talked to the class.. sayin that we usually don brainstorm for ideas and just think and write on the spot.. and its damn obvious she's talking about us??! she also said sth like.. so far there arent any kcpss students who can write well when they just think and write on teh spot.. and some of your clasmates here say that that is what they usually do.. sth along those lines.. i was like damn pissed off with her la.. if want den just say in front of our faces la.. must indirectly insult and scold us in front of the class meh? damn pissed with her la.. lucky fer me i have english tuition which is MUCH MORE fun and MUCH MORE interesting.. where it also teaches me how to write compos.. haha.. hope i learnt things from there.. hehh... yea and she scolded mel somemore after class today.. wth.. i think she really is biased againsT us.. oh wtv.. don wna talk so much bout her in my blog..(which i did for most of this post??) XD
on a lighter note.. today's gb outin was cancelled ! ><" cos of the bad weather.. so we have 2 hours in the com lab ! XD so here i am updatin(:

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Friday, September 07, 2007
for one of the first few times i felt so hardworking, people like my parents doubted me.. how sad can that be right. when i wna finish my math hw online last night, my dad kept walking in and out of the room to make sure i wasnt blogging or chatting or anything. like.. come on man.. when im lazing around doing nothing, u scold and nag at me.. when im doing my work, u doubt me.. at least have a little trust?

ok wadeva. anws.. yea.. felt so.. hardworking last night.. heh.. did math till 12+ . could have done finish everything but din wan dad to scold me so many times in a night (or should i say morning) and make me angry fer nothin.. yep so i went to bed and tried to sleep.. listened to music.. for about half an hour den don feel like listening liao . so i just tossed and turned and coughed.. din wna cough so loudly in case dad hears.. if ure all wonderin why im scared to let my dad hear me cough, the reason is simple : because he scolds me for not coughing properly. i know it sounds crazy but its true.. sad aint it? so i can only cough 'my way of properly' when im alone or when im outside or when my parents aren't ard.. other than that, i try not to cough.. XD and because of that, i almost had a lung infection earlier this year . =X anws , i couldnt sleep until about 3+? wanted to sms people , but scared they scold me for waking them up or sth.. furthermore, my sms per day is more than usual.. so that means i must save more sms.. cos more and more people start messaging me when they're bored and stuff. hahah.
yep so slept at 3+ woke up ard 7.30 dunno why though.. tried to sleep somemore but cant.. so... woke up, asked dad to on com for me and continued my litespeed.. was left with one more chapter : pythagoras teorem. felt so wierd using the com so early in the morning.. looked at my msn's contacts, less than 10 people online.. about 5-7 of them's from my class.. all prolly tryin to finish up their math litespeed too? haha. geraint started earlier than me and i finished first ! beat him by about 1 assessment? =X kkz.. change topic~
met mel, sy and hy at j8, to take pics of some places for i think historical badge.. went to eat luch at food court.. O_O i must say that i love the ham and mushroom there ! ^^ ok neways, after eatin luch we boarded the mrt.. den... 'aye, where we alighting ar?' 'ohya hor.. dunno leh..' 'call parents and ask eh..' 'never pick up phone !' 'aiya, i call my sis..' 'bla..bla..bla..' 'she say drop at dhoby gauht and city hall..' oo kkz so we alighted at city hall first , went to take some pics and went off? XD den went to dhoby gauht, took picsture of the macdonalds' house.. we were too lazy to walk to the istana there.. anw wont it be covered up with all the trees? so we just stood there wonderin wad to do.. someone suggested go back to j8.. den i was like.. 'HUH??! so we spent 45 cents to come to dhoby ghaut to take 2 pictures??!' so we went to plaza sing. to walk ard~ did a little bit of camwhoring in lifts.. i tell u we were .. crazy.. lol.. shall upload pics next time~ after we got bored there, we went back to j8's arcade to play.. played bishi bashi, the jungle game and the basketball one.. lol.. we paired up and played.. quite tiring but addictive too yea? haha. =]

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007
friday/1st Day

had teachers' day celebration.. also had HI-CAL camp.. that morning was pretty rush cos i needed to pack those last minute stuff like towel and toothbrush.. XD went to school.. put camping bag in ms tay's homeroom and went off to do duty.. after the assembly, the whole sch went off to walk to bishan park.. while crossing the bridge, we were discussing, with the people behind, if we should sing birthday song for our class..so when i turned back, guess wad.. saw dad walkin towards me.. - -" got kinda surprised.. x_X so when we reached and 'queued up' behind the rest of the classes.. the first few in queue started walking back to sch ... was supposed to have a race and party there.. but due to bad weather for the previous days it was all cancelled.. went back to sch.. before i knew it.. liyana told me must go help sell drinksfor the nz trip.. so we went to set up the booth and waited and waited.. sold some drinks.. became thirsty and went up to class to get wallet.. was thinkin of joining class to 'party/play' for a little while .. went up to class.. saw them playin whacko? ~_~ nobody invited/welcomed me in to the class lol so i just asked mel where char's bag was (my wallet was in there) and she pointed to me her bag while still concentrating on her game.. i was like fine wadeva.. i'd have more fun selling drinks downstairs.. so went down and sat there.. more and more people came and bought drinks.. the guys who went classroom to classroom came down with empty cartons and lots of money.. at the end of the day, we sold all the bottles except for about 15? hooray(: after that went back to classroom.. dunno what the heck they were doing den we were dismissed, met hy and sy and went to toa payoh to buy fbts! bought 2.. went to eat lunch and went back to sch ! was almost late cos the bus took very long to come.. heh.. went up the bus and tried to sleep but cant cos it was chao noisy.. but before i knew it, we reached the campsite..
there's even a playgound there ! lols.. peeked in to a few bunks.. saw beds in there.. we were like.. 'aye?? thought mrs teo told us don have beds and air con alr?' heck. so we went to the meeting place and we were grouped into groups.. i was in the first group.. mel and hy in the second group and sy all alone in the 4th group.. at least jixin was in the same group with me.. so i wasnt that lonely but sy only had chencheng ! lols.. went to the bunks to put our stuff.. aye??! found out that there was air con , tv, fridge and a toaster !! haha ! xD tell me which sch camp u went and the bunks that u sleep in have all these ! neways put down all our stuff and went to our groups to brainstorm for our group name and cheer. my group was flamers (i think) , 2nd group was balls , 3rd group was supersolid , and 4th group was alloy .
den had games i think.. heh.. we were given this big big 'parachute' and played blow wind blow with it. i think we were told that our school was the only one who managed to play with it properly.. but out of excitement , we made one big hole.. ><" forgot what else we did . skipskipskip to bathing time ! it was bathing time den sleep. so we bathed until about 12 +? ard there and slept.. zZ.. couldnt really sleep cos it was too cold.. sy also cant sleep.. only mel and hy could.. lols.. ohya ! we played a night game too.. it was sth like a candlelight game? where ur group members have to all hold hands and there would be 1 person holding the candle in the middle.. we were given tasks and were supposed to complete all of them.. at each station, the instructors would try to deflame our candlelight and every time it happens, we would deduct i think 300 points.. heh.. my group got it deflamed 3 times.. =X

2nd Day
woke up, reported at basketball court.. and had our morning run.. was kinda long though.. we were all supposed to 'chant' : 1 2 3 4 1 *clap clap* 2 .. 1 2 3 4 1 *clap clap* 2
so my group did it.. actually a group somewhere at he back also said but it was different timing lols. after a while, could onli hear our group chanting.. ><" neways.. made a big round and ended up back at the basketball court.. did some walrus exercise .. or sth liddat.. kinda stupid? =X neways after that we had breakfast and had discussion with group.. after that was lunch then the high elements course . did 2 out of 4 cos there was no time. =( after that we bathed and had dinner then group discussion.. everyone was so tired and worn out alr lol . then it was debrief and lights out ! i remembered we did a 'sexy dance' and another dance.. dunno wad's it called.. only can rmb part of the lyrics.. 'it was sad when the big ship went down to the bottom ~ when the husband and the wife, and the children lost their lives, it was sad when the big ship went down' haha =D was quite funny.. XD the sexy dance also.. it was like.. wth??! somemore the camp commander mr eddie lim did it so.. so... sexily . haha !

3rd Day
woke up.. this time we din have the morning run . cos some of us requested not to.. had one last group discussion and it was presentation time ! O_o if ure wondering how come there's a presentation.. here's the answer.. cos this is not an ordinary camp.. we must do a project for 6 months and see if we succeed or not. the project is about helpin the community (or sth liddat) our group did on helping the less priviledged children and raise funds for them so that they would have equal education with th rest . so our fundraising activity would be having a bowling tournament.. hahahs. hope and pray that it would be successful ~!

ok ive bored u enough.. after having lunch with hy and sy at j8 foodcourt, was supposed to go home and put down my stuff, rest a little while and go off to meet sally, lisha and yweeern.. but since i was so so tired, i set my alarm clock 1 hour late and thus, waking up late not being able to join them for the movie ratatooee (however u spell it) =( *sees money flyin away

on monday went back home and packed a little.. yayy ! now i have my room all to myself ~! =D neways.. packed, cleaned, shelved books and was starting to have runny nose.. thought maybe because its too dusty there . next day, tuesday, even worse.. now havin a little cough.. it doesnt give my parents a little sympathy and i still needed to go to tuition.. at pasir ris ! all ny myself on the mrt train ! could have almost died.. x_X neways reached tuition.. teacher made us do a compre.. almost slept while doing it.. anyhow do and tuition ended.. =D dad picked me up.. younger bro was there too.. o.o found out that we were gna go to ikea to have luch.. really suffered there.. cold until cannot cold alr.. even though i was wearin my jacket since i left the house.. came back, slept until ard 7+? had dinner.. bathed, ate medicine, and now im here updatin ! lols..

i dunno what ure trying to show me.. maybe we're just good friends as u had mentioned.. but do guy good friends treat a girl good friend like that? im not sure cos i don have any other guy good friend other than u.. u seem to show lots of concern for me and i was really touched.. but on the other hand i just thought about it and it just seems different. it was like that during camp too.. when u found out that i havent slept yet, u told me to rest well cos i would be very tired the next day. my feelings and emotions are all really messed up and i dunno wad to do. there's nobody i can turn to other than God. i cant ell anyone and my feelings all bottled up inside me. i know u don read blogs but this is just a short message of my feelings..

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