Bye Bye
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone


Friday, May 30, 2008
parents arent in sg. :D

LET YOUR HAIR DOWN AND PARTAYE! [it's alr down. i don really tie my hair at home.]

anws, im alone with my maid now at home. younger bro's in camp and older bro's in church. :B
i planned to stay up late tonight. but i cant. got gb tmr. got lotsa homework too. amath, physics and chinese (!!!). chinese teacher gave us 2 thick stacks of paper. dunno wad im supposed/gna do with them.

i wonder alot nowadays.
i wonder what my parents are doing on the plane
i wonder what my younger bro is doing in camp now
i wonder if the bb boys are still walking to pulau ubin
i wonder what i can do for the next few days
i wonder if i can go out on sunday
i wonder if im ever gna finish my holiday homework
i wonder about friendships and if they can last
i wonder when will be the time when i'll dare to talk to friends' friends and make new friends
i wonder if i can survive through 3 camps at once
i wonder why i wonder so much.

whywhywhy?
isittrue?

Signed off @7:55 PM.

Thursday, May 29, 2008
IM SO DAMN PISSED WITH MY DAD.

really dunno whats his problem lah. he just came downstairs and started scolding me cos i was using the com after midnight. but my bro just let me use like.. 5 min before mn?! wth la. when i told dad that, he continued scolding me like my bro din have a part to play liddat. freak lah. be bias also bias until like that. what's the problem using the com after midnight? i also dont need to wake up early tmr. do work also can do late morning or in the afternoon right.
'wah ure still chatting?! ur friends are still online?'
'yah! HOLIDAYS what!' *thinks to myself.. 'if they're not online den who the heck am i chatting with? ghosts?'
there's still alot more but i dont wna talk about it. just makes me hate dislike him more. [see i used the word dislike. not hate okay! am i too kind or what.]

peace.

Signed off @12:07 AM.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008
chem remedial! learnt about.. 5-6 new formulas? @_@ quite fun luh actually. yasmine and i din bring our calculators. somemore today is all calculations. so i'll just write out the working and wait for the final answer. and being the hardworking girl yasmine is, she worked them out and tried to get the final answer. but failed at times. :P super funny. gave up, i used my hp calculator instead. haha!:D

after that went to amk to watch movie! drillbit taylor. the show was quite nice. but the temperature of the movie theatre wasnt. it was super duper whooper damn freezingly cold! *shivers. lucky got jacket :P thankew lots! if not for the jacket...i think i would have turned to ice in the theatre. and i also din finish my drink. left about half? or maybe a lil more. was just too cold! didnt wna move. anw, after the movie went home! was raining.. nutz. waste money taking bus back home. aye.

stay-at-home day tmr again! yay? boo? idk. u choose.

thanksalot.youdontknowhowmuchiappreciatedit(:

Signed off @10:41 PM.

chem remedial tmr! or later? haha. 12+ alr. den maybe going out.

went to char's house. gymmed! :D ran 3.3 km. din know how come i suddenly got so much strength to run that long. haha! 3.3 km. 30 min. 300+ calories burned. all in 3s. :P

korea people back from korea! :D
alicia's telling me all the wonderful experiences/stories that happened. making me jealous. haha! but nevermind.. its fun hearing how much fun they had.(:

Signed off @12:22 AM.

Monday, May 26, 2008
200th post. yay? doesnt really make a diff anyways.

u want pictures? i give you pictures:D
sorry for lousy resolution.. but u can see the green inks? those are the camps i have on during the hols ><"


nice uh.
during dnt:D


last night went over the grandfather's house to celebrate my baby cousin's first birthday a second time. lol! and look at the number of remote controls they have!
:O
coming after my phone(!)


'blow the candle kaitlyn!'
:D

and a few days back she came over to our house! parents babysitted her.
after bathing..
isnt she cute!

she goes for all the electronic stuffzx.
disturbing bro


okay not alot actually..
going to char's house later! :D
chem remedial tmr. math tuition on wed [maybe going out too?]. andand this thursday would be my last lesson of eng tuition! wheehoooo! finally. after ard 4-5 years of thursday nights. :DD
okaybye.


Signed off @9:05 AM.

Saturday, May 24, 2008
hello people who read my blog but i dont know you are reading it. :D

yeah havent updated for a long time.

got back report book. 6th in class! great achievement for me! since ive always be 10+++ or 20+ in class for the previous years. failed 3 subjects. of which i topped 2 in class. LOL. so parents din really scold. just nagged i guess. but must study harder and do better for eoys. L1R5's damn pathetic.

june holidays are damn packed! HEELLPPPPPPPPPPP!
27may - chem remedial
31may - ndp
2-3june - council camp
7june - ndp
8-11june - church camp
12-15june - gb camp
16-20june - obs
21june - leadership conference/ndp

9 free days only. howww? not enough time to study. not enough time to go out with friends. not enough time to slack. not enough time to rest. [esp in between camps.]
holidays aint holidays anymoree :(

ohyes! my bros and i would have freedom from 30th may to 2nd june:DD wheeehoooo! *thinks of what i can/want to do.

okay im bored. i feel like uploading pics but im too lazy to do so. next time perhaps (:

Signed off @12:46 PM.

Monday, May 19, 2008
its 238. gna sleep now. i guess my monday will be a stay home day. not allowed to go out.. zz.. looking forward to tues. haha! :D
goodnight people. :D

Signed off @2:38 AM.

Sunday, May 18, 2008
my parents aint home! WHOOOOOOO!

so i guess im gna use the com for the whole night! wheeehooooo!~
both bros sleeping alr. parents aint coming home till tmr morning. :D:D

youtube now!(:

Signed off @11:41 PM.

Friday, May 16, 2008
teacher went through our results that's gna be printed on our report books just now. i failed 3 subjects. all D7 . amath, emath and chinese. im gna be soooo dead when my parents see the failures. chinese i fail by 0.something la. irritating. and emath the guys told me that i got highest in class? lol! cos all E8 and F9. yep. whole class failed. damn pathetic right. ohya! amath i also top in class.. me and brenda both got D7.. :D ya i know u might be thinkin.. just tell ur parents that u top ur maths in class la! BUT it ain't that simple. they will say sth like.. but you could have done better! i dont care about how your friends or your class did. u can top the class with at least a better pass. blablabla. thats what i always get when receiving back results/report book. hard work never gets paid off.

on thursday went with michelle to shuqun sec sch. at jurong east for ndp training. we were quite late somemore so far away from bishan. supposed to start at 2? but i was still having dnt. haha! reached there only at 310 liddat. anw we finished at ard 530+. took cab back again. :D friday the same thing. hahah! just that on fri we learnt how to march 'holding' the umbrella! lols! damn funny! the guy that took us [rsm of the parade i think.. the first guy who puts his foot in the parade on the actual day :O] was damn funny! cos we din know how to put our hands at where.. den got one girl put her hands like want to drive motocycle liddat den he kept on calling her motogirl. LOLS. he also showed us that we would open it during the national anthem. looked damn funny so we all laughed. den his face was like.. huh? why u all laugh? really! ahahahhah! super funny(:
sat went for gb. walked to sch. and whoa. the weather is really really getting super hot! for drill we also got scolding cos we didnt bang properly and all. too hot and too little people. haiz. anw after roll call, eunice pointed me to some guy and asked me if that was joshua. and it was! hahahah! alot of people were at our sch for the frisbee teen challenge thing. so yep, saw him along with the others.. forgot their names alr. ><" anw, whole company stayed back after roll call, minyi gave us the atc packing list. she added another thing to the list! : swimming costume! wah! we were all complaining away luh! lols! ohoh and another funny thing was.. the teen challenge people were playing songs.. den when they played 'jenny' we all started singing! super funny canzx! so ms tay had to like.. stop briefing us for a while to let us sing. HAHAHA!

went home straight away bathed and went off to kaitlyn's first birthday party! her birthday's actually on the 21st. but celebrate early. haha! cute girl! pics another time(:
den went to church. was colddddd! subway for dinner with the girls:D

idontknowwhattodo.someone,please?

Signed off @8:44 PM.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008
amirah came to my house just now! she only sent me one pic. -,- lols! we took quite alot of pics i guess.. haha. wait for her to send me or upload them in her blog first. at first we went to macs for lunch.. talked about stuff.. :D den at my house we played wii! [wii played we, we played wii] den went to my room and started camwhoring. (: soon after she went home. haha! so fun so fun! ;D

interclass soccer yst. class guys first! congratsss! [k more about that next time]

common tests results... quite okay. actually i guess im kinda happy with them? even though some were justttt boderline passes. but it's still okay to me. but obviously they were not to my parents. ok whatever.

sorry this post is so brief. i'm just confused about stuff and have mixed feelings.

was just listening to this song on youtube. just randomly click onto the links from a vid. it's a music vid but there was some conversation going on.. it went sth like this..

girl : have you ever thought about the future? what do you see?
what do you see? the boyf askes back.
im serious she said. you. he replied. i see you.
aww. aint that sweet! hahahha! im not tryna hint anything though.

why is L such a big topic nowadays? whenever i go online and chat with people. at least 1 convo would be about L. argh! having mixed feelings again. what should my reply to you be?

Signed off @8:54 PM.

Sunday, May 11, 2008
all the best for the results people!

even though your results are already determined on the day u took the exam, but.. yeah. hope that we can accept whatever results that will be given back to us. :D and that our parents will understand and encourage us if they arent so good. smile!~

Signed off @8:42 PM.



black and white and orange



drinking her miso soup


walking to orchard mrt



thanks auntie-,-



black white white black!


after that went out again to celebrate grandfather's birthday, older bro brought his ball along.. he says he's gna bring it all over singapore.. -,-


(:
he's 76!

she was like : quick take! den can sell it for millions of dollars.

nice photography skills right.. :P


see, we're all from the same retarded family.




cousins + grandparents :D


it's touchscreen!!





the notebook ms foo gave the devo com.!! nice right! :D


hohoho. guess who.

kk some enrolment pics. (:

you see my leg one darker than the other. lols!

HAHA!

bye rev. goh!):

desmond's so tall !! he's like a tower leaning over me -,-


ms foo and mich!

in some amath class that mr haw was absent.. the whole class was sleeping.

but char and i couldnt.. sooo, we took piccas!

observe the pattern that we smile. we didnt plan or anything. haha!

finally! haha


Signed off @2:40 PM.


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