Bye Bye
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone
Friday, October 19, 2007
had council camp today! at first when we found out that there was gna have the high achievers talk again.. char and i went like.. huhhhh whaa siann.. hahah.. think the talk was about 4 hours? it was quite fun actually :D time just flew by while we're having fun eh. coach eljin. we were supposed to have a group presentation , and he gave us different titles to talk about. our group was group 6 ! we got 'why girls are better than guys' haha!! group 4 was 'why guys are better than girls.' HAHA. since group 4 presented earlier than us, the girls were all makin lots of noise.. rebutting them and stuff. lols. den after group 5 was out turn! haha.. den the girls were all like.. cheering for us and supporting us all the way! haha!! OHYES. you know the cheer 'everybody dance now' that one where u bang the tables? yesyes that one. coach eljin thought us the 'best of 2007 remix' ITS DAMN COOL LA. omgosh i love it la.. so cool so cool ! esp when the sec 2 council batch does it together, it really feels like we're united. :DDD anws after the talk, we had dinnerrrr!!!!! buffet nia ! but we had to wait for some teachers to come and join us first before we could start.. so we played the bombing game!! yayy i love that game! XD so fun so fun! after the teacher came, we ate.. ohya!! the sec 3 excos were serving us.. den char was in front of liyana and i.. den andrew was serving fried rice and char din want.. den andrew was like.. 'abigail dont like me ar.' or sth liddat.. den for while we were confused.. like huh abigail??! he quickly spotted his mistake and changed.. LOL. damn funny!!! neways.. after finish eatin. we yam-senged for 1 minute.. almost died? everybody's face was red! hahaha. the drinks in our cups were fruit juices from those wine bottles thingy.. dunno how to say lols. there were different flavours.. peach, grape, apple and some others.. i mixed apple and grape.. haha quite nice!! char mixed peache grape and apple lols.. yea in the end everything was damn fun. :D cant w8 for tmr!! goin sentosa.. hope and pray that the weather would be fine and that it would not disrupt any activities. yay lets be all emo again. i dno but he's really getting on my nerves lately. esp bout my results. he like.. goes round bragging that my results are bad. wth. just now after council camp when i got into the car, first thing i heard him say was not a 'hi' but was 'as i told you, she might be seperated from all her friends since she didnt study hard enough' to my uncle who just came back from hk. in my mind i was like.. so? ure proud of it right? ure proud that i did badly right? ure proud that im gna be seperated from all my friends right? just last night when i asked you for the honey money fro the nz trip, he scolded me for not askin ard.. and not askin earlier.. ok so i admit that that was my fault but at least u gave the money.. after that i remembered that he was supposed to pay $2000+ for the nz trip by today. cos if nvr pay den cannot go for the trip alr. so i showed him the paper that i wrote it on.. but by then he was alr veh angry. (so was i) when he saw the paper, he just shouted back at me 'NO MONEY LAH!' it might not seem harsh when u read this but it really hurt alot. he told me to go upstairs to show it to my mother.. went upstairs.. tears just started filling my eyes. no idea why.. was so pissed wanted to sms someone.. decided to sms my bro.. he comforted me and said that he found that out years ago and told me to live with it. ohwell. so that is how my life goes uh. if there is anyone from church readin this, pls don spread it or whatever. u might be surprised when u read this but its true. i dunno how on earth he is so cheerful in church and stuff but i just hope that he doesnt go big headed and start to be proud that i din do well for the eoys. if u see me in a bad mood u'll knw what happened. Labels: council camp
Signed off @9:02 PM.
